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Live.Love.Laugh.
Live for myself,
Loving myself, my family, my friends,
Laugh at the silly things.
Hope everyone else is happy too. :)
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未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


Different people, different learning methods, different learning ability.
Something that I learnt today. I'm glad that I have coincidentally entered into a course that I am interested to learn (not really the work though, it's really difficult to find a job that suits one's ability, interest and pay expectations). Maths is no longer my cup of tea, too many symbols and proving to memorise.

yeah, it's november again! I like the time at the end of the year because there will be many gatherings with different friends. Unfortunately, my ntu friends will only finish exam at mid-dec or a few days before christmas. Another reason I like the time at the end of the year is that the weather is cooling. And I can use my favourite blanket when the thunderstorm comes in the middle of the night.

Three more twenty-first parties to attend. fun! Time flies and most of us are already 21 already! I'm so not ready to handle the responsibilities that comes along with adulthood. It is nice to be student on weekend and temporary forget about the worries with work and, as an adult.

i have a love-hate relationship with fb. I wanted to write an article about it but changed my mind for fear that it may sound like i'm critising others. so yeah, to each of his/her own.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


exams are finally over and it has been play play play! :)
there's work though.
yeah, i like the time at the end of the year! :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


A mix of black and white with a tinge of pink is nice.未你-* HAPPY is e best *-


I'm glad to have friends like uncle k and h for company when i study. The presence of friends bring comfort to my heart and I am grateful for this feeling. We may not meet up often but it still brings joy to me everytime we meet. why? because i'm meeting my best friend. they listen to what i have to say and i get to listen to what they say too :)

Study has not been productive. I don't know what's wrong but I feel so sleepy yesterday. Nothing much done. Even sweets didn't help :( I will get through this! yeah, we had a mini-picnic so random, so unplanned for. and we talked. it feels good to have htht. :)


未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


OMG. I had the most terrifying moment in spelling ever- writing details on cheques after the owner has left (that is, after he has signed on the cheques). I couldn't check the spelling of "thousand" "hundred" "twenty" "twelve" in the dictionary because the lady boss was beside me. And I wrote two words wrongly (I wrote hundred when i actually meant thousand and i spelled a person's name wrongly!) Argh. As my heart raced, my saviour, the boss came back to collect something and i had no choice but to admit my careless mistake. I wouldn't dare to write my "first try" on cheques again; i would write on rough paper first.

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The most "high" birthday party I have ever attended. The birthday girl was smashed with birthday cake followed by a bucket of water. Not that she put up with all these in silence-she took her revenge. With cakes and cream from her face, she shared her joy with her friends and family. I'm so happy for her, for her awesome party. :) i will not want to ever forget the two words i heard/learnt from her, "family first".

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It has been quite some time since i felt this, this feeling of incapability in writing reports. Yes, I know I'm terrible when it comes to researching for relevant articles, but I didn't think that i was that bad in writing report. Well, projects are all over and it's time to focus on mugging. (well, i still got work to add to the studying)

did i mention? I went to find the meaning of mugging and saw the meaning. Yes, it's like begging action. and i kind of like how it has evolved to our meaning of studying hard (and yes) thus, i'm using it.


未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


w made me think about relationships, marriage and life.
yes, and it's the first time i really thought seriously about the issue of "abortion".
yeah, maybe bacause i am an "accident", i feel more for the life in her, the one who happens to be an accident too. i feel sad for the tiny life. and i heard about her marriage too. i used to think that a couple who has went through dating for a long time will stay together forever. however, although they have dated for 8-9years, he could be like this. life & relatioinships are fragile isn't it? yeah, welcome to the world of truth. the world that is neither black nor white; the world is grey.

working life is a totally different world from school life. different kind of stress. with different kinds of people. and sometimes i don't know what others have up to their sleves. sounds scary.

three weeks to my exams, still have project not done, three celebrations to attend, work not ending soon, where to find time? FOCUS, i need to. =/


未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


one two three four
and many more :)
thanks for being there for me.
it was a simple but awesome date because i spent it with you.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


It has been a crazy 6days. I started with a fever on wed night which went on to become a fever of 38.5 at 3.30am . I went to doc on thursday and took MC for two days. I got tonsillitis. My cough continued and it was terrible on sat.I had even lost my voice on sunday and today. I went to doc again on sunday and I had no choice but to ask for antibiotic ( i'm a anti-antibiotic person!) . And I need to do projects and worry about my taxation and audit project. Audit project is crap and so are my TM .

Now that i'm feeling better, I gotta do my project. gogogo! :)


未你 I'm lucky to have you.
-* HAPPY is e best *-


Sometimes, a listener needs another listener too.

I had a conversion with another two friends and shared some things about life. It made me realised that me, being me, needs another listener too, to share my life with. I'm glad to have people I can count on, outside school.

Maybe less grumblings will help :) true.

Projects are crazy this semester. but I will survive. have something to look forward to, helps. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


Isn't being myself the most important thing?
I seems to have forgotten this simple but important note to myself, to live my life for myself and not for others. Sometimes, I really wish I were a boy who has a simple mind. Boys seems to be simpler and doesn't have "internal" war among their own friends, or so it seems from an outsider, me.

I went out with a group of friends, who I initially thought I would never be able to click well with, yet, their simple thinking and actions made me felt comfortable. I could be free to say what I feel. I have forgotten how nice it is to laugh-it-off silly matters. I am happy and glad to have this group of friends, although none who are my very close friend, but all who are nice and "on" about things. I had a happy day today, this public holiday :)


未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


It was only yesterday that i understood why * was so envious of n t u students staying in hostel, it's the people, the place, the freedom?

It was my first visit there yesterday. How i wish i have a place of my own like that too. The place is smaller but nicer than what i have imagined. Cosy place to be at. We had dinner at one of the canteens inside the university before walking back to the room, which is about 5 minutes walk away. We walked passed many other rooms and saw a couple of other students staying there.

However, a chance lost is a chance lost forever right? I like what i'm studying because at least it makes more sense to me than the chemical bonding, gravitional forces i learnt in jc. However however however. It's not long till i graduate, and i think i will really be lost as to my future at that time.
Choices, are given to us when we grow older.
They are good and bad.

if only i am really studying in ntu.

This is not supposed to be a post full of grumbles. It is more like a post that states the new discoveries i have made. On a side note, I think i will be going there more often to enjoy the benefit and to feel that i'm a student and not a working adult. lol. :)

loving my new love, my lappy. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


The song on repeat on my itouch:
liang jing ru, ai qing zhi suo yi wei ai qing.

~wo cheng mi de gan dong yu ni bu tong, wo de liao jie rang wo zi you

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


I dreamt of going back to my sec sch, to visit my choir juniors. What a feeling- to feel that they have all grown up and become successful individuals, and me still being me :) i guess we all miss the times when we only had studies to worry about, no work problems, no family problems, no relationship problems. Even at that time, bgr was puppy love, so simple and silly. But we can't live in that memory forever. Because I dream of a day when I have my own kids and my family.
Right now, I just hope that everyhing will be smooth sailing for me.
Right now, I gotta learn, learn how the world works.
Right now, I'm enjoying not having the burden of a family. I'm enjoying my alone-times spending time just by myself.
I'm happy to be living for myself,
and not for anyone else.

It's been so long since we had a heart to heart talk. So long such that I have already forgotten that communication is very important in any and every relationship, whether it is kinship or friendship. Yes, I know quarrels and disagreements are inevitable in any bgr, all I ask for is to reduce the number of times and each of us to give in to another. We can, can't we? :) another stage of your life, and I feel threatened. But no, I won't give u up.

I want to grow up into someone i'm proud to be.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


With work, studies, projects burying me, i should say i'm feeling stressed.
I will be strong, it's a promise i make to myself.


未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


我需要多一点时间让自己透一口气。

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-


How long does it takes to know a person completely?
Forever or never?
I guess it's the latter.

未你-* HAPPY is e best *-


Right now, I just feel like watching tv and reading and playing my itouch for 9473210973 hours. Lol. I like this cool weather at home.

I don't know whether to laugh or cry: the new clerk is very chatty and can conduct a chat, without me saying anything, for 15 minutes literally. How can I teach u when u keep interrupting me and talking about the many stories of ur past jobs? Arrrrggghhhh.

Yeah, it's sat. how can I make it not rain for c*? =/

未你-* HAPPY is e best *-


Thanks for your effort even during times when I am unreasonable, when you are unreasonable, when we disagree, when we quarrel, when we cry. You gave me faith, you gave me hope. Even though we seems to have reached our bottle-neck ( those who haven't reach this stage probably wouldn't understand) , I'm still glad to have found you, the imperfect you with the imperfect me. :)

We just need more communication I guess. Let's get through this.

未你-* HAPPY is e best *-


I had a fufilling holiday this may-june. It's really nice to do some catching up with long-time-no-see friends and just simply talk. Met all the people I want to meet except for a junior. Guess she's busy with school now too. Woo~ super happy to have all these catching up.

Best friends are forever! This is true! I feel so happy to meet my twin even after so many years without contact. I'm grateful that she has changed my life.
And yes, many years down the road, I still want to hear from you!

It's really nice to have meet up with best friends. :)
I had a great may-June holiday! Yeah! And two more singing sessions to go! Wooooooooooo! :D

Ehhhhhhhh. My school officially starts this coming Monday -_-

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-