last day o 2004..
this year is a long long yr.. so much things had happened.. yes.. i should grow up now.. i should learn to be someone who can handle feelings well.. i'll try..
29 n 30dec is e sec1 orientation. e two days r so fast over..
29dec: sec1A really hav some v v naughty students.. but they can be v nice also.. hehe.. long time nv hear ppl call me "jie jie".. hehe.. then there is a girl fr dont know 1A or 1B called me "jie jie".. its a nice feeling.. e ice-breakers at first was really really bad.. they didnt wana play at all.. aiya.. *praying for time to pass faster* then later teach them cheers.. a bit dead dead like that.. teaching school songs, i dont know.. jus got e feeling that not many r really singing.. i dont know e situation in e sec1.. 4 o us were up on stage to sing out.. till now, i really dont know.. wat is really so paiseh bout singing e sch song? i mean, not only e sec1, but other students in different lvl were also always unwilling to sing out in e morning.. sch creed.. then a few cca go up e stage n present.. band was first.. i watched their presentation.. they were really good.. at least lOuD.. honestly, if i'm a sec1 also, i would also be impressed.. next was choiR.. *oh-no* e file saved on mengyan's laptop cant be play out.. we sang yu jian.. seems like a bit soft.. later shu mei made a speech(cos i didnt prepare, i left it to her to prepare*me v bad*) n e sec1 were all restless.. i dont think anyone really listened.. they were in e sian mood.. bo bian.. choiR went back to ava rm.. later, e doing o e board o photos was also leave to shu mei(cos i'd my sL thing*me v v bad*) i'd my lunch.. later e sec1 were down for lunch too.. after lunch, it was time for sport trial, then e inter-class games.. first game was evolution n virus in e arena, got a bit messy, w students not obeying e rules o e game.. e 2nd game was caterpillar n TP shuffle, in e hall.. this was more organise, although still e BOYs were cheating n e girls did not.. n o cos, BOYs were leading.. 3rd game was in e tiong bahru small gate there, e round round place, trust fall n conveyor belt.. we didnt hav much time there.. in e 4th, also e last game, i really really cannot stand it le.. i only wanted to grp them into 4 grp, n they like c me as a monster like that, kp running away.. i shouted(now i felt sorry) then khalish, vincent n ppl at e back heard that, quickly came n takeover..*sorry sorry* i'll learn to control my anger.. flour was fun! hehe.. i also joined in e game, had a try.. after these games, they gathered in e hall n were dismissed.. we, sL had to clear up e mess in e canteen.. got lots o flour on e flour.. hehe.. i sneak off again to c e choiR doing e photos thing *me v v v bad*.. do till 8.50pm like that then went home.. luckily, e gate was still open due to e fact that e uniform groups were staying overnight in sch.. slept at 2+am..
30dec: ccA orientation.. aiyo.. i'm really nervous leh! o e 4 grps o girls (mr. lim bun jus refused to giv us boys grps">.<") i say wrong things in 2 o e grps.. wat can i say? i'm jus not a good speaker.. luckily, e sec1 didnt know or care *phew* e spirit in choiR is down, always.. maybe it is because o that we'r still in holidays.. overall was still okay.. at least there were ppl who were interested.. after i went home, e first thing was slp..........................................
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
These 2 days i'd been at home, both christmas eve n christmas day. haiz.. thought N4 will be going out today, but in e end we didnt, cos monkey can only make it after 5+ but charlene had to reach home at 7pm. erm. anyway christmas wasnt that bad anyway.. somehow other, christmas was about e same every yr. my family doesnt celebrate christmas. it is jus a holiday for us every yr.
Recalling many many years ago, when i was, erm, kindergarden2, our class had put up a drama. i didnt know wat was happening. i jus act lor. strange leh, i remembered there were (wat i thought)3 knights kneeing in front of me. i only understand wat was it all about.. i was a mother. mother o a gReAt child. it was also christmas then. i was dressed in strange strange clothing. hehe.. it was fuN anyway.
27dec->choiR
28dec->sl meeting + N4 outing?
29dec->sec1 orientation day camp
30dec->sec1 ccA orientation
sooN.. it will be 4H`05~ ^^
mAy e neXt yR bE a wOnDeRfuL yR!
~sTaY hAppY; bE hAppY~
can i forget? yes, i can, i would.
<3
Yest went to siew hui's sjab's celebration.. 40th anniverary le leh.. so long le.. erm.. hehe.. N4 were invited cos me n cat went to help siew hui for e flag day to collect donations.. hehe.. then siew hui got e most donations.. so happy for her, she also work v v hard for this.. erm.. also, she is e best female camper in e NCOs camp leh.. so powderful, oops, i mean powerful.. then they also got perform for us to c.. got one drama n one dance.. can c they put in a lot o effort lar.. we're also provide with dinner.. or yar.. before all this, each o our table were give a bottle o champane(?).. haha.. then we quite slow in opening e cap(actually is e VIPs too fast le).. we tried to faster faster open n pour into each cup.. it was fun anyway, struggling to open e cap n all.. THX MONKEY FOR INVITING US.. N4 ROX..
Today was altogether a wasted day(aGaIn).. wanting to collect e music piano cd(dont know how to describe lar), i decide to go to meridien shopping centre, Music Essensials to collect e cd.. i was told that i jus have to tell them i'm e president o choiR then can le.. but it turn out not.. have to get ms khor to call them cos i dont really know wat's that cd call(-_-") n need to get a letter from one o e teacher-in-charge fr e sch.. nvm.. at least later when i meet weiyue to get e photos cd, she got pass me! ^^ thx.. when i reach home, lie on e bed, feel like sleeping again.. haiz.. *cough cough* wakes up, try to slp *cough cough*.. haiz.. in e end woke up n watch my fair princess3.. then jus continue watching tv till now, use computer.. okie.. after this, i will do a little bit(a bit only huh) o hw..
aR.. angry angry.. i dont wana hear any o sorry le!!!!!! i wish i could act selfish, jus 15 mins will do rite?! i spend dayS thinking o solutions.. thx yi fang for u-know-wat.. like someone said.. excuses.. i dont know.. i dont believe.. i shall end off w:
*~*~*bLuRiSeBeSt*~*~* ;
*~*Ignorance Is Bliss*~*
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deep in my memory, i remember i watched before a drama series.. they said
"there is no need a reason to love someone, but if u hate someone, u should have a reason behind it"
is this true after all?
<3
i'm feeling down lately..
it's already 16dec.. christmas is coming, school is coming, but homework is not finish!
tHiNgS nOt dOnE..
-tOnNeS o homework
-eNoUgH o chatting
-mEeTiNg yu yan(fren who was separated since pri4)
-chOiR next meeting
-chOiR plans for sec1 orientation
-sL meeting for sec1 orientation*hope they'll include me*
-paCk up my sec3 books n set them aside
-paCk my junk corner
-reViSiOn(dont think its possible now)
!settle my thinking!
<3
Every week and minute
I sit here thinking of you
I can’t wait to get in
I’m waiting for the week to be through
Saturday’s the only day I wake up thinking about
Cause every other day is just another day no doubt
Cause every time I think about you, thoughts go through my mind
And everybody’s working for the week
Everything is alright on a Saturday night
And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey's by my side
The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light
And everything’s gonna be OK
Cause it’s a Saturday
Ain't thinking about Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday it's alright
Ain't thinking about Thursday or Friday cause tonight’s Saturday night
Every week and hour
I think about just you all by my side
And I can’t wait much longer
Wanna show you how I feel for you tonight
Saturday’s the only day I wake up thinking about
Cause every other day is just another day no doubt
Cause every time I think about you, thoughts go through my mind
And everybody’s working for the week
Everything is alright on a Saturday night
And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey's by my side
The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light
And everything’s gonna be OK
Cause it’s a Saturday
Everything is alright on a Saturday night
And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey's by my side
The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light
And everything’s gonna be OK
Cause it’s a Saturday
Ain't thinking about Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday it's alright
Ain't thinking about Thursday or Friday cause tonight’s Saturday night
Saturday’s the only day I wake up thinking about
Cause every other day is just another day no doubt
Cause every time I think about you, thoughts go through my mind
And everybody’s working for the week
Everything is alright on a Saturday night
And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey by my side
The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light
And everything’s gonna be OK
Cause it’s a Saturday
Ain't thinking about Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday it's alright
Ain't thinking about Thursday or Friday cause tonight’s Saturday night
Everything is alright on a Saturday night
And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey's by my side
The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light
And everything’s gonna be OK
Cause it’s a Saturday...
<3
sTuPiD sTuPiD phone.. kept having reception problem.. me n my bro had went to e singtel shop on fri already, which was after e choiR "day camp cum orientation camp".. got a new sim card but e earliest they say can use is on sat afternoon, if not monday! i'd spent my whole sat nite talking on e phone w e five-days-nv-talk friend.. till like after midnight, but before 1am.. it worked okay.. today i wake up, which was after noon, i switch on my phone but cannot.. i tried e nEw sim card.. phew.. it was okay, w e oLdeR-but-still-very-useful nokia8250.. when i tried using it w e nEw-but-no-good nokia2650, it was nOt okie.. fine.. can already conclude it is DEFINITELY e phone's fault.. can u jus imagine, jus how bad it was for me when it is not even 1 wk after my mum helped me sign up this plan.. nO mOoD lE lar..
on top o this, 6 days nv contact, yet still cant manage a good continuation o sms-chat. hAiZ.
still, yesterday was a nice day. went to e telok blangah Safra acade(?).. one o e few times this yr i went to a acade(?). went w feng n hui.. haha.. took e stupid-n-dumb looking machine neoprint.. we(or rather, I) mistook e cancel(yellow button) for e enter(red button).. then we took photo many many times, took until sian le. then in e end realise we(or rather, i) was wrong.. *bLuR*
why waste energy running away when u could stand n fight?
<3
hEhE.. u can call me siao.. but there's actually someone call me bitch today on my blog.. hehe.. i Should be angry rite? but no leh.. jus feel strange.. there's actually someone who call me bitch.. haha.. jus dont call me straight in e face, i can accept this.. best is that person can say y lar..
morning, someone's handphone battery flat.. stopped call then..
today is xiao hui's birthday! only got her present w feng today.. went bugis then in e end went orchard to look for e doggiehand rest(or watever u call it) after we got her a V small piece o cake.. got e present nicely wrapped up.. w a card.. so, i jus borrowed a pen fr e kiNd person who wrapped e presents n wrote.. hEhE.. got draw also.. but still think not bad lar..
later, we(me n feng) left takeshimaya n wanted to go take bus.. then, i saw e (motorola)balloon.. i suddenly got a crazy idea o getting one o them for hui.. cos that type is can fly one.. so i like that type.. i saw e pink colour one.. i wanted to go n ask for it, but.................. e person gave out that when i was going to ask for it! arh.. then i quickly turn back n walk away.. then, i decided to wait for another pink one(cos i really think hui will like e pink one, not for me).. wait n wait.. feng this type, start to get impatient(okie lar.. sometimes she jus had to put up w my child-ish-ness) i wanted to get a blue one, but there were none available.. wait, wait.. i saw a transparent one! so cool.. e first one i saw.. i asked feng.. i think she didnt really think it is nice, but wanting to leave e place soon, she say "okay lor".. then, i went to ask tt person for it.. luckily, this time, no one got it before me.. so happily(actually only me, feng was still reading her comic) we went to hui's house..
then, i went to meet my mum to go tb hawker centre to eat e chicken rice(my mum said that it has got a lot o MSG cos we both feel v v thirsty after eating it) then went to visit my grandmother(father's side).. then went ntuc to buy things.. next, went home by bus..
on e bus, i saw a old auntie throwing a piece o rubbish on e bus.. i didnt look at her straight, but i jus saw it.. she must hv thought that no one would hv saw it.. haiz.. wat it this garden city, singapore if everyone jus throw rubbish as they like? few weeks ago, i also saw a little girl(maybe pri3 or so?) throwing a piece o sweet wrapper on e floor.. she also thought that i didnt c.. she was w her mum n her smaller sis.. haiz.. if only ppl will be more concern bout e environment.. jus kp it for a little while wont hurt much rite? i mean, unless really that person will die if he/she holds on to e wrapper, i suggest that he/she should jus help kp e environment clean, for this "garden city".. or maybe, e interchange should put rubbish bins at proper places for use.. they're scared o terrorists huh.. but wat is more impt? fine fine.. walk 100m jus for throwing something.. now, i really dont know whose fault is it..
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Chalet ended on 2dec'04.. second day seems to be e faster..
i'd learn how to ride a bicycle! so happy, although i think i take a lot o time, so much time that i think i would be much much faster walking.. special thx to leejiahong, n 2 "Xu" teacher.. they had helped me a lot.. if not for them, i dont think i'll ever be able to learn how to cycle a bicycle.. we went to Ferry Terminal on e first n second nite.. it's so cooling there.. wind will blow n blow.. if only i can stay there forever n ever.. i think i still hv a lot to learn.. i wana learn how to ride on up n down slope, maybe e s-shaped slope also? it seems to be v advance for me.. but i'll take my time to learn.. maybe try to ride confidently on normal roads first, cos i dont even dare to ride on rough(dont know wat other word to use) road..
i hope i'll hv e chance to go sentosa to play again in near future.. choiR rod was also held in sentosa.. it was exactly one wk before e start o 2f '03 chalet.. "island life, love it"
dont be scare, it is only a tool, learn, then u'll enjoy..
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