What is meant to happen, Will happen.
Try your best n Never live in regrets.
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another not so happy day.
lets not think bout it..
wah.. spent hrs, but only manage to save this pic n load into this blog.. at least something done rite? hehe.. maple story....... anyone playing?
this whole wk.. should not be that bad after all, since we all had a long wkend[3 days].. n, we'd a "fruit friday" on a thursday, n its APPLE.. can ppl not throw it? pooR apple.. somehow other, it's food.. food shoulD not b wasted, n it's apple..
choiR ar.. Altos slacking.. to ppl who dont understand wat i'm saying, i'm saying that my section is weakening.. i hope they'll somehow realise that syf is only 20+ practices away.. maybe i'm jus getting too worried.. they're, like ms khor had always said in my sec1 yrs, pillars o e song, to support e other sections when they sing.. Magnificat.. not easy to sing, esp it is in Latin.. sO hard to pronounce! ppl know my eng already so bad.. but i'll try!
4H classrooM.. yea~ going to b re-painted! yeayeayea.. but.. colours not decided.. aiya.. but not bad already, cos at least we had e chance to re-paint.. on 5 o march.. meeting as a class first..
cans can last, as long as there is enough preservatives to kp it going, n a nice environment, w/o water n oxygen for it to rust..
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friends..
a can is jus like everyone's friendship. when u first hv friends, u hv fun n enjoy each other's company. as time pass by, when u c e expiry date is nearing, u would wana throw it away. e time that had passed is jus like e time u ppl had spent together. once u reach e expiry date, it is jus like a friendship had jus ended. after e expiry date, it'll turn sour. there is 2 road u can take. u can either kp it, or throw it away. if u kp it, someone will suffer after eating it, but u'll b able to still hv some memories o it. if u throw it away, it'll only be gone forever.
but w common sense ppl would nv eat it.. rite?
by.. yap qi zhi.
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i wish my comp to get well soon..
pls be cured, n spyware stoppp all that stupid jokes! i wana my maple story before i dont ve time for it anymore!
aiyooo.. now i can only serve e internet sLowLy.. there is still constantly e pop-ups to remind me o them ard.. dont like them..
i need to emphsise: crying is NOT childish.
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From today onwards, our class, 4H, has a new sitting arrangement.. everyone in class is involved in this nEw sitting plan.. sob sob.. N4 is not going to sit together le.. *sad* but it seems only right for us to be seperated since we'd already enjoyed a yr o sitting together.. but, still, i cant help but feel that all is going to end.. aiya.. actually also not that bad lar.. at least we're still in e same class..
anyway, to my right is windowS, left is engkien, front is siva, back is victor[going to b change to nadiah fr monday onwards]. left diagonal is zhenshun, right diagonal is vincent.. at least not like they're ppl i dont know rite?
e first 2 periods o e day r physics.. hehe.. that cat throw a paper to me.. i was like"huh??".. v bored ar? after this period was chem.. "oh no! i forgot to bring my white file again!" lucky i had e time all e way to after sch to buy.. pe was e 4th period.. we were to run 4 rounds while others classes get to play games.. ppl around me were like "not fair".. aiyo.. cos its mr mui mah.. jus hope we'll be given e chance to play nxt pe lesson.. jus hope so.. before recess was cme.. aiyoooooo.. we still ve not even decided wat to do n when to meet! *angry, annoyed, troubled*
recess came.. jus as usual, i'd to run.. but today was different.. my junoir actually pull me to run all e way.. i'm jus lazy, but seeing her encouraging me, pushing me, i felt bad not to follow.. thx shui yu..
saw ms armstrong showing e notes o to sec1E, teaching them literature.. y cant we sec4 lit student jus get similar treatment? i felt that e sec1s will learn better this way.. anyway, the little prince is nice to read.. i dont know as a lit bk, but as a bk for leisure, i think that it is v nice..
e 2 periods after recess was mT.. must write si1 han2 again.. struggled to finish them off, but i tot chin lesson wasnt that bad cos still got cat, monkey, vincent talk to me.. vincent's chin so gd.. watever word we dont know can jus ask him.. haha.. n in e end, he was e one that finish his work e last.. after chin, was eng.. got e ws.. ard me, was siva, engkien, vincent discussing n cracking jokes.. am i included? actually i also dont know.. one period o eng jus passed like that..
after eng, sch ends! actually, i was still struggling to finish my chemistry.. thx to victor, i was able to finish my chem ws n hand up my [new white] file, while i was copying my ionic qns 3..
after i left e classroom, i walked to e library, thinking that i was able to photocopy copies o maths remedial answers.. but.. there was no one in e library that can help me to photocopy.. hv to wait till at least monday, n our buddy teacher, mdm norliza[?] suggested to me that i should go to e photocopy shop near henderson sec sch to photocopy.. okie.. then i went to e canteen to hv my lunch.. saw 4D's form teacher talking to one grp o them.. later then i found out frm xiao hui that they were discussing about painting their classroom w pictures.. wah! so fun huh.. anyway, after that, i went to e general office to draw out e music rm keys..
choir started at about 2pm.. we'd our sectionals till ms khor came at about 2.40.. during our altos sectionals, e band came in to put their belongings.. choir members were like "shhhhh" haha.. n also, mrs james got another guy to be our pianist? actually i also dont know.. only thing i knew was that he was bored waiting in e music rm for either mrs james or ms khor to come.. knowing how to play piano, he started playing e [non-electrical] piano.. yi xuan was e one moSt annoyed by him.. she was like "sHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" loudly, hiNting to him not to play.. i c him also quite ke lian one.. as if kana cheated to come attend our choir practice.. haha.. also, yu feng really really tried to get e sec1s to sing out.. before our combined practice, we had a short break.. aiyo.. got one sec1 wana quit! sob sob.. jus hope she jus said it for fun lar.. *pls*
our combined practice was GOOD.. sop2 improved a lot a lot *thx*.. happy~! all my negative feelings thru' e whole day were poured out.. i jus dont care whether or not i sang correctly, jus sang out.. choiR Rox.. finally, i can say this again.. anyway, thx to olivia also.. she brought her electone bks for me to c, to learn..
i wont hide.. i wont run.. i'll face it this time..
ve i got over? i think i'd, i think i should ve, after all e sobbing, when i thought this was e best solution..
n this indeed is e best solution.
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today class timetable seems to be so so fast finish.. we've got phy, phy, chem, pe, el, recess, chin, chin, cme.. we were release at 12.55pm.. quite early lar.. yea! we're also going to be painting our classroom.. so cOoL.. okie lar, although some other classes already fiNiSh their painting, but i still feel gd to be able to help paint.. i really cant recall when, how old was i when my house got repainted.. other than this, its jus sch.. oh yar! i really feel like learning piano/guiter.. i wana learn music.. y wasnt i jus given a chance to learn i'm small.. haiz..
today got FIRST TIME choiR practice.. aiyo.. sec1 ar.. sO sO sO maNy wana join band, n sO little join choiR.. me headache le lar.. hehe.. someone reaLLy reaLLy interesting came to out practice.. call se-roy-ian.. sec2 only.. but so pro in piano, in gifted program.. his actions huh, really funny.. anyway, we've a new teacher-in-charge, ms serena lai, cos mrs tan is going to giv birth! really hope i wont be e one destroying eVeRytHiNg..
MAPLE STORY: downloading time hv got 23+hr! this dumb downloading disc cant be used to download.. i wana play, i wana play, i wana play! shuan le la.
~i dont wana feel safe anymore, cos if i do, i'll be afraid o e danger~
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today leh.. got 4 periods o maths, 2 periods o eng, 1 lit, 1 pe.. after sch jiu4 hui2 jia1 le.. slp all e way.. yea! we still got so many "re-tests" left.. everyone, JIA YOU! tmr got lit n eng.. oh yar.. we've got nEw sitting plan.. me sitting at e side o e classroom, beside e window, first row, i jus hope there may be ppl i know better near me.. but no.. sobsob.. will they change e sitting plan again? nvm.. i believe i'll bond well w everyone in 4H'05.. this yr also suppose to b e sTuDy yR rite? i MUST[try] to buck up.. *may things change for e better*
it all had ended last yr..
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