smile, and be HAPPY :)

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

20feb was cool again..Letter "w"
"if u dont know a person n dont even talk to him, or understand him, dont just take what he is as what other people had said him/her to be. it'll be unfair to him/her. he/she might turn out to be a good person after all, or might not."

today's ss lesson is *folding smallest paper crane competition*. zhenshun n i folding e small small crane, while Debisy[or watever e spelling is], fold e BIG BIG crane.. hehe.. n i just took e paper left. fun.. nadiah is collecting e crane n is going to put in her room.. she said, "imagine a 16 yr old ger w so many crane in e room". fuN.

ms armstrong b.day tmr.. cakie.. hongheng have got his principle of life again.. but it is that most o e ppl in e class wana chip in $ also.. probably fr class fund?

today's abriestella's b.day.. felt tt she had done already quite a lot for e choiR.. therefore, had e secretly planned b.day song played using piano.. she was happy, o cos.. =)

Friday, February 18, 2005

lacking O2 to breathe
at this time of e day[or rather, nite?] still online..
we'd our eng n maths test today. Eng composition test was TERRIBLE..*jus let me pass* i realise i dont like to write compo nowadays.. no idea wat to write.. kept thinking that i'll fail.. didnt ve time to complete my maths test, which is so usual cos i'm jus slow..
didnt go to chem lab to do any experiment today.. tot we might, although we did it on monday.. whole o 4H was in a "slient" mode.. ppl were tire.. ms mah saw this situation was suggesting giving us a break, n will only start when we're ready.. wE shouldnT slacK.. then came cme n another 3 grps presented.. that bimbo n his "perfect" project.. maths function do it "like this like this, like that like that" then will do well.. art drawing do it "like this like that" can le.. dzaki's drawing.. n my fav.. class contact time.. class makeover~~ 5 marcH still.. *may it b nice*
after sch, i stayed back n eat before i went for chem ap.. e "monkey n cat fight" which would usually happen in classroom happened in canteen today.. then apples in class.. *[wonder wat we'll be getting for fruit fri tmr]*ms mah wanted to do mole, but in e end did speed o reaction instead cos she tot she would wana go thru tys on mole only in class.. went to look for mrs tan.. talk n talk.. hhee.. made cat waited.. didnt mean it actually.. went tbp n saw one o my "classmates" w "someone".. me n cat were jus also going to tbp also.. were behind them.. funny.. went home after getting my pen..

dont u act as if u know when u donT.

izzit some kind o cold war or sth? i'm not as kind as i should b..

in life, we cant always depend on others to help..
help yourself..
never say "dont know", "dont bother", "dont care".. it hurts..
y were u e one controlling always?

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Reunion Dinner
After i reach home, tired. wana slp, but cant, because i still have got so much things not kept in e room.. aiyo.. i scared o bookworms! small small, yet i scare. y leh? i'm not that scare o spider actually, but.. BOOKWORMs.. anyway, i'm not sure wat it is called.. jus that it is insect in books.. *phew* luckily, my brother helped me.. hehe..
then, my mum n dad were like rushing me to go eat. but NO, we should wait for everyone to eat together rite? *one for all, all for one* my bro was on e phone, talking bout comp stuff[btw, comp still got prob] then, finally, a reunion lunch w my dad, mum, bro, sis.. scallop wasnt nice this time.. scallop should be e nicest thing to eat, but this yr, it was really tasteless.. didnt eat any rice nor noodles, because e steamboat itself is enough.
we walked to my grandma's house this yr.. quite cooling, since we were walking at 7pm++ i mean e 5 o us.. walked pass e errie-looking, quiet, deserted houses, n e slow-moving train.. then, we reached! we were, agaiN, e second last family to reach there.. it is always this way.. most o e children was around my youngest cousin[he is only less than 2yrsold]. he already knows how to walk, n can respond to wat we were saying, jus that he doesnt know how to talk yet. cousins were playing. n, we should eat something there, but not together, because had already eaten. still, we n e "last" family ate.. again, i didnt eat rice. yea.
i like reunion dinner[day] because all o us were together, only once in a yr, n my grandma's house isnt big, n almost everyone r in e living room[other than children who wants, n likes to run around]. eating. hehe.. n getting hongbaos. yes, we get hongbaos on e reunion dinner[day]

1st day
12pm.. woken up fr my cousins' voices.. slept e minute i reach home last nite.. comes my 4th uncle n aunt.. later, my 2nd uncle came, before my 4th left.. chim huh? aiyo.. actually, nth much really happened, jus that they were asking[jus couldnt use e word "pestering"] for handphones to play.. hehe.. luckily, i switch my phone to silent, cos not many ppl will call me on new yr's day rite? n they were waiting for e comp to b re-formatted, meaning they didnt use it.. still they have my bro n sis' handphones n e UNO cards to play w.. n o cos, w sweeties to eat.. then, they left at bout 4+ then i started looking at e cardcaptor's card, borrowed frm vicky.. i dont really understand how to use it, jus play play.. predicting continued.. i borrowed frm by bro his set o tarot cards.. this is even more "chim" to use.. but this has got better explanation n many different ways to predict..

dont wana talk. dont wana attitude. dont wana care. can i?
"if u love someone wrongly, it can turn into something more frightening than hatred" yongqi.
"let go if u need to"

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Wow~! comp has allowed me to use it again! haha.. i'd been slacking this wk.. really.. not doing homework n things like this, it's jus not me to be like this.. i dont know wat had happened to me.. been sleeping before i finish my homework.. aiyo.. turning fr bad to worse.. me had needed some sort o stress-remover: tiong bahru swing.. ppl walking pass n saw me playing must b thinking "this ger got prob ar? so old le, still playing swing.." i dont care.. i need sth to frighten me.. swing sometimes frighten me, but not exactly when i'm swing to a great height, but when i'm coming down, feeling e sudden rush.. even when i near to ground lvl, i can feel scare too.. also, i had needed to b at somewhere alone.. to calm myself.. to think..
4h lesson time still wasnt that bad.. ms armstrong, had started to treat her english class, better than her lit class.. y? i dont know.. strange.. it was e other way round last yr, when she was better to her lit class.. strange.. n, she actually didnt sit on us when we didnt finish her piece o work, which was nov2000 paper when she wasnt in class on wed.. strange.. if it was e old her, she would ve yell at us! anyway, it was all e better, becos i was one o those who didnt do[oOps]..
But, recently, ms lee doesnt seems v happy w us.. okay, i admit, its our fault that we didnt behave when she wasnt around.. but this unhappiness also came fr us not knowing our work well.. oh no, n i'm definately one o those who cant really use dy over dx well enough.. i'm still trying, n i'll succeed.. she started calling ppl to ans her qns in class, n got us to dO a few qns inside our amaths notebook, which is so wasnt her style o doing things, becos she would ve told us to do in our practice bk.. erm.. chem lesson today w ms mah was in e chem lab.. titration.. it wasnt really good becos i was still not used to washing up o things..*slow mah* phy lesson.. mr lim was stiLL promoting his inspiration.. aiya.. kept saying that we still can use in jc n a-lvls, unlimited use.. n it dirt-cheap[wat a strange description to use]..
going off to do my work, n learn my chin test[sec1 words n sentence structuring]

assumption is e root o all problems.. quoted