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i did sth v wrong again i guess..
chanjiayu, i dont like u!
`y does hurting words always come from uR mouth??????????
`y, then after saying it, u CANT rmb anything that u'D said??????????
`y do u have mood swings??????????
`y r u such a trouble to ppl??????????
`y cant u think bout how e others feel??????????
WHY THE HELL R U EVEN HERE CHANJIAYU?!


*e fact tt a person is strong doesnt mean he/she wans to b strong*
.no.need.1.million.srys.le.thx.forgiven..



y? y........................................?!
y cant u tell me wat I deserve to know.. y cant u tell me things.. i should b e first one to know.. cant u jus let me know wat's happening.. u jus tell her, tell him.. cant U let me know? y do i've to b e one asking them?! *i dont like dont like u* >.<

sports day..24maR05.. last sports day.. cheeRcheeRcheeR! Lim Boon Keng. hehe.. was being "forced" to stay in LBK house or he'll go report to teachers.. not tt i'm scared lar.. i mean.. at least i'd found someone to talk to, rather than being in e house n sitting down, no one to talk to.. it is a fuN day, a busy day.. spent bout $20++ on 3 separate taxi fares.. $7+ for each.. taxi from sch, to jurong[ard there], photocopied it, taxi to cca branch to submit e scores, taxi to clementi stadium.. surprisingly, we were early! ran to e petrol station, [in e end i bought nth] then went back.. then sports day lor..

today went to swim swim.. long time nv got e chance to swim swim le leh.. then have got this small boy boy playing e red-green-traffic light game w me n cat.. hehe.. then still can press e bells for green light to come de.. fun! i like to play w kids.. small children.. reminds me o e 2 gers i met when we went ice-skating last time.. ^^ long time nv talk, really truthfully talk to cat le.. now skin is itchy itchy, hothot de.. think got sunburnt.. pain.....................

still have 965437 more to type.. *fainting* dont really think i can finish b4 mon..


today starts e day o typing 1 million "sry".. dont think anyone can think o a better way o saying sry rite? so much more to go! only finish 23563 n STILL left w 2973647 letters to go.. dont know how to finish.. no matter wat, i'll have to finish b4 monday comes, to save him, n myself.. i dont wana get him into trouble..

was looking ard in e sch for a place to hide, being forced to playing e hide-n-seek which turn into hide-n-follow.. cant go "that" place cos uniform grps were in e open, i cant jus go "there".. then, i went to looked for some lame lame places, w no ppl n read my amaths.. no use.. got found.. i dont wana forget "that" place.. neveR would i wana.. although it sounded stupid, but "that" is my place in sch.. i dont wana forget that bet..

sch is cooL.. we'll have ace day2 tmr.. yea~! dont need to study=)

if only i can have a box to fill my memories w.. e memories tt i wana kp, n throw those i dont wan..
sometimes i jus feel tt i'm not, not, not..



did i... really really say those words?
that u were not impt?
i was really "high" today in class, i'm happy all e while, until...
sorry n thanks..


yea~! today's tues! no sch.. finally.. slept till 12noon.. cooL huh?
maRch holidays.. still a break afterall, although we had lots o work to do, but i still appreciate it.. it's a wk w/o having to go thru' e "proper" school days, no tests, no "extra" homework everyday.. dont need to wake up at 6 everyday, or to struggle to finish my homework every nite[i'll leave it to e sunday nite to struggle it all^^]

sec4 life is cooL.. it passed by fast.. i believe, soon, we'll all b facing our o-levels.. n to me, no, it doesnt help to count e no. o days to o-level chin paper[zhenshun, jus stop counting].. it'll only make me think tt there's not enough time, becos we still have so much work to do, as if we can nv ever finish them.. i like e new seating plan in class..

behind me, there's nadiah who i always went towards to ask qn, engkien[e crane folder], who i always ask stupid qn, siva, who always make fun o vincent[(zinc-it)'s fren] n tzs ying[zinc] n who always take e heart metal stick to play w, n even wore my [wat engkien said is "gay"] watch, also zhenshun who always find ppl's work to copy, cos not enough time to do[probably too busy w his sjab]..
beside engkien, sits vicky[hua ping] who i always turn n talk n laugh w bout lame lame jokes[jus like last time during our ss period she was finding ppl in e textbk n show to me], also she shout across to hongheng[e v v hua ping] n discuss bout vase-ing outing/neoprints.. behind her sits maio sia, who always come n join in e fun, either having siva calling her auntie or nadiah talking w her, n also sits at engkien's place during chinese period..
behind nadiah sits monkey[power~!] who is always e first to leave for recess becos o her prefect duties, but sometimes[only, not aLL e time] come n sit between or near me n maio sia, n have a cat-against-monkey fight. behind her sits victor, who always have to ask me to get, wat he called HIS bk frm miss armstrong. this is because he is bu shuang bout her, also often ask me "today got choiR ar?".
in front o vincent sits samuel, who now will automatically move to siva's table[cos he is always e only person sitting in front, n maio sia n i had used to call him to move to siva's place, cos siva will always move to his bros' place there], n i'll get his chin notes to copy, cos i sometimes cant follow up w ms koo's teaching[cos i was talking-_-"]. sitting beside him is chiu yee, who always kana scoldings frm ms lee cos she also blur blur de, maths not sure not sure[luckily, ms lee didnt know i'm not sure also. hehe], also had to "rush" to ava rm for lit lessons[esp on tue when we've lit lesson straight away after p.e. lesson].

*thanks*
~u thought, i think, then who confirm?~


12march, feng-jie's b.day.. i, I didnt was wrong again.. i, I caused stupid communation breakdowns again.. i'm, I'M o jus no use.. weiyue.. sorry.. anyway, i tot feng had enjoyed e day.. so it's okay.. =)
woshibushihenhenhenmeiyong?
a vase.ing day on 13maRch.. take neoprint, 1st time stupid stupid de, went to e wrong place to design e neoprints, then wasted time.. 2nd time was better, much better.. i like vase.ing day..
we'd a choiR practice today.. jiayou! i still have lots lots to learn.. he is so pro, he might as well take over e JOB o e pianist.. i realise i still have lots lots to learn.. teamwork!

kingshaw, can u not die?
i dont wana think too much..
i love to play! i wana b myself, jus myself!
can i jus do wat i wan?
8april2005 means so much.. may we perform well, perform well..


Yest. 5 maRch. PaintinG..

FUN. it is now in green n yellow.. actually didnt tot tt it'll turn out this nice.. teamwork.. we all helped in one way or another.. especially those guys who came earlier than us who met in mac, they moved out all e tables, chairs, cupboard, n were already laying out e newspaper.. *i'm sorry tt i woke up late..*
i was doing e noticeboard more.. it was kenneth's idea anyway.. he n cat got e papers n stuff on fri.. i was only helping.. most o e other classmates were doing e painting.. it's doing a 6colours rainbow n a earth w 4H on top. black as background.. painting was still not finish. still have got e middle curve.. have to find e material first..

START
*pour e paint
*add sth[water?]
*use e brushes
*mix well
*ready to use
PAINT
*paint drip...
*here n there
*messing up
FINISH
*keep
*"pile" e newspaper
*clean e floor

n there was this IDIOT who caused so much unhappiness. mei you gong de xin!
went to orchard.. 2nd vasing outing.. vicky, hongheng, me. met chiu yee n samuel. saw cat, nadiah, andrew, waiting for a movie in lido. we 3 went heeren. met chiu yee n samuel b4 we left.. went to heeren, far east plaza, lido in total.

=)