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Saturday, April 09, 2005

we've gotten SILVER.
spelled it all out
S.I.L.V.E.R.
cheers!

i cant believe i cried when i heard e results. choiR no.125 Gan Eng Seng School. SILVER.
weiyue was beside me.. she kept telling me not to cry le. now i understand. hard work put in. i guessed no matter wat result i would have cried. so KUA ZHANG rite? aiyo. if bronze is v sad. SILVER is v happy~!

fri. we started w stretching once we reach e music rm. still did sit-ups sia.. warm-ups. then altos started our make-up after tt. sop1 & sop2 continued w their warm-ups. then, later all were doing their make-up or hair. meriana needed gel. 2 o us went back to class. stares. nice or not nice me dont know. my toe pain. red red le. went back ms khor ahready reach. we quickly went to join them, my hair still not done. in e end only tie w clips. then sing. no scare at all. kept my phone in bag. left for e Singapore Conference Hall.

we've got 2 buses. me went onto e 2nd bus. *we've to do it* i was told to get them rdy straight when we reach there. me ran in my high-heels. 1st bus ppl some went toilet. got them to come out. "formation formation" all-rdy, we walked up e stairs. reach e tuning rm. sing. ms khor said v well sang. after only 10 mins[they timed us], we walked towards e stage.

"shhh[no more talking.]" excited. yea, not scare at all. walked up. saw many ppl[not only e judges leh!], but still less than i'd expected. cos ms khor had said tt there'll b a LOT o ppl. i tot it will b filled. haha. okie. yar. then walked up. me 2nd row de. strange. 2nd row de ppl walk in first.

then. we were so packed together. so near i mean. then we started singg. Sunset. Getaran Jiwa. Cantate. ms khor smiled after EVERY song we sang. from her face, i can sense. she really is v happy. *smilex*

then we walked down e stage. went to sit down. smiled at each other. we knew we did our best. our v best. even, even if we get bronze, we did our best. then listened to e next choiR. their version o sunset is so different. we did better anyway. then there was a break. i walked ard. asked senoirs. we did v well. me collected e original scores.

then. results. wat if we get bronze? "school no.125. Gan Eng Seng School. SilveR." *stunned* then i became ji dong. too happy. all e hard work we had put in. it became true. cried. toO happy. after one more sch's results, senoirs n our teachers[mrs james, mdm rose] came. hughug. on e bus, we spelled e word silver. so high. so happy. reach e school, saw mr giam. told him we've gotten a silver. then, we went to e 2nd floor n e stairs to take pictures. ^^

had cheers, went back to e music rm. shu han was still practising his piano. seroyen kept bullying me. really. we[rosemary, rui jun, xiu ting, see kia, yu feng, xiao hui, seroyen, shu han] went to tiong bahru. on e way, seroyen jus tell me n xh to take his shoes n clothes. later he saw e traffic light green, then he ran across. e rest o us were still walking as usual. then. haha. we walked across another road then kept walking. turned back n look at him. haha. later i kana punished bout 1 million again. haha. anyway, shu han was e one who suggested tt we should kp on walking. me said better turn back le lar. surprised to c him to not v angry. scared le. haha. then he said 5 mins++ then counted how many sry i had to type. frightening. shu han saved my day by treating him a drink. =)

kfc. ate. rosemary, rui jun, xiu ting, see kia, seroyen, shu han went movie. me, yu feng, xiao hui went walk walk ard. saw abriestella, jeanette, wenna. they'd jus finished their 2.4km. anyway, shortly after we3 walk ard, i had to go bm passed my shoes n clothes to mum n sis. tuition. dose off on e bus. luckily, i didnt missed any stops. reach there bout 20 mins earlier. saw no one ard. later c back, all o them, except yee, was already waiting outside. me felt me was really tired.
did stretchings. then tuition begins.

ended. called rosemary. they were still ouside. me wana join! called hm. me mum dont allow. *how can like that?!* haix. v sad. we've silver leh. haix. then went back hm, wanting to throw a temper. in e end, i jus showed a black face. didnt shout. that was e best i could do. my sis told me me family got prob. me? only knew how to play.. i dont like myself. me dumb. him. no. sad. slp le nxt day will b alright.

" Believing in yourself is 50% of e fight.. 50% comes from yourself. Great power comes w great responsibilities. "

+s.i.l.v.e.r.+