smile, and be HAPPY :)

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Gess 120th anniversary.

time flies as usual. i reached suntec late. we were supposed to reach at 1.00pm. i had to go back to sch's music rm cos mrs james wanted e clips for e choiR[which nobody, except her, used in e end]. we waited. then got to practise. got into e "women's changing rm" to put our things. appearently, it is not ONLY for e women, cos i saw seroyen was inside b4 i went in. strange ar. then we got out. "there's no tape player available for use!" how? actually it is "u'll hav to pay to use e tape player". w our sch's budget n mr giam, we had to solve e prob ourselves. luckily, meriana msg me b4 we reached there, n mrs james got denise to bring a tape player. they played on e radio in e end i think.

then it was waiting n practise n FREEZING. it was cold n hungry. me shumei le en went to get food. by e time me n le en got back, we had to practise again. we left our mac food on e table, clearly on a different table fr e band. by e time we finished our item, we went back to get our food. FOOD IS GONE. huh? how can it b? could it b e band? we search high n low for them. oh. so they took our food thinking it's ALL THEIRS. okie. ... ... at least we found it. peace.

there was actually not enough time for us to really practise e whole thing, which mrs yong wanted. time jus passed. b4 i knew it, it was 6+. those ppl singing "fly me to the moon" should hav gotten rdy n sing outside. yet, they need their make-up on. so me rui jun meng yan dinesh went outside. band was still playing. nobody seems to b listening ar. anyway, "u've to perform" tell us. HOW TO PERFORM? as if we've enough ppl, as if we've ppl fr different sections, as if there's ppl listening, as if... we ended up dancing, after unsuccessfully sing "getaran jiwa" w only melody n altos. strange ar. dance steps is tt few repeating ones. but fun! dinesh was also doing his DJ-ing. y r they taking sooooooooooooooooo long? ... ...

touring ard e cocktail place was fun. saw ms hee! still e same look she had. still e same qn she asked. still ms hee. "how r u coping w ur studies?" then we'll say, "okay laR". saw cat hua ping yi fang sharon xiao xuan + outside. take take photos, then had to hurry back to prepare for sch song.

we walked up to stage orderly, prepared for e sch song. "In eighteen-eighty five our founder gan eng seng ..." then when we finished e song, e audience clapped. huh? y they clap? then we went to e changing rm. me meriana meny yan went to e ballroom. it was dark. showing a video-clip. me sit w vicky. slackslack a while. then, it was time to get rdy. me wana go toilet! went into e band's rm's toilet. it seems like e "men's toilet" n e "women's toilet" were e same. no need to care which is which. jus go if u need.

then, we went up e stage to sing. "getaran jiwa". me saw some ppl start to listen, while some jus continued to chat w their long-lost frens. then 7 o us left e stage to let e 4 o them, meng yan meriana dinesh shu mei, sing "tonight". then we went up agn to sing "i wish". then we went down e stage. we rushed into e changing rm n changed into our own clothes. fast. went to find my seat. food. ^^

jamie came to find me. "do u wan a pink or a peach rose?" "pink. THANKS!" tt was e first flower i had received. a rose. took pic w her n e rose, then went to find e remaining choiR ppl who hav not received e flower. took pic. THANKS!

"need to go prepare for sch creed song le". "huh? so fast ar? i've not yet hav enough fun." we had to do back stage prepare le..

"This is our school. Let peace dwell here. Let there b contentment. Let love abide here. Love of one another. Love of mankind. Life of life itself. And Love of god. Let us remember, that as many hands build a house, so many hearts make a school."

then we went take our things n left. had a 5-10 minutes 4H photo-taking session b4 we left. walked a longlong way b4 we took a cab. mid-night charges sia. 4 ppl in taxi.

reached hm.
[i hav doubts about whether or not it should really be 120 cos stated clearly in e pamphlet they gave for ppl who came for e dinner, "the 115th Anniversary Dinner in 2001" . count e yr n u'll know wat i mean..]

Teachers are like can-openers.
They help us reveal our true potential.
This is how we see them in GESS.

i dont know wat's holding me back.
last 3days seems long.
fortunately or unfortunately, life still has to go on......
`thinking o u.
i dont wana know how it feels like to lose u again.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

CPU back!
but NO graphics card = cannot play maple = sad =(
n NO sound card = cannot listen to new blog song = sadsad =((
in june most fun de is IOC bah.. got to esplanade inside.. special ar.. got to know ppl..
ChoiR RoX oN~!
=)

friendship, crush, love?
was talking shortly to dinesh abt friendship, crush, love .. love is like wanting to stay, live w that person for a long long time. not only for a short time, tt's crush.

at least tt's wat i understand.. wat abt friendship? so even if i think o him every now n then, it can b crush only? i'm confused. then jealousy? will feel jealous when he's happy w another ger? tt's only for crush ar? isnt love suppose to b tt he happy, u happy? to let go if he's happy? but wouldnt one still feel sad? then friendship leh? friendship is wat? or dEeP friendship = crush, dEeP crush = love? but cannot b wat.. how can like tt equal de? cannotcannot! crush de feeling wont last for long de. then where does love starts from? how? it's man & woman de chemistry? naturally? we teenegers jus cant wait ar.
i jus dont wish to cross e line n become nv friend agn. tt'll b terrible.
any passer-bys has anything to say abt this?

i'm thinking too much le.. `me shouldnt think too much.
jus dont throw me temper, i dont know wat to do then.
w lotslots crap.