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Live.Love.Laugh.
Live for myself,
Loving myself, my family, my friends,
Laugh at the silly things.
Hope everyone else is happy too. :)
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although i always miss my shoot,

although i always kick not very far,

although i always kick wrong,

although i always crazy crazy de,

although i always run slow,

but ..






i love playing soccer!

haha. so happy la. this is the first time there's people said i play not bad leh. hee =D i love playing~~ woohoo~

after that, i went for my guitar lesson. haa. due to a lack of practice, i have not mastered my C cord, G7 cord, F cord. but i stil had a good time play[wan2 not tan2]-ing guitar.

and june holiday is here! but i have quite a lot of homework, nevertheless, i shall slack a bit. hee =P

i like watch da chang jin. she's has such a hard life, but with determination, hardwork, she succeed. power~!~! *it is now showing*

i've got my tkd shirt on wed. wahahaha~

"dont frown. u'll look a few years older if u frown."

`u told me not to believe in tv shows, but i stil believe in them, because i wana believe miracle does happen in real life. i wana have hope. i wana believe in myself.

-* blur is e best *-


one more week to June holiday ~~~~~~!

haha. bt i nd to do surveys and interview for project, got important common test in july.[*faint at the mention of it*] nevertheless it's holidays! yea!

is it too early to be happy?
1-chinese test on "mr. teng ye" & "it is so quiet here"[<-this is a very long passage. after my chinese teacher's detailed xplanation, i feel that it is a spooky passage to read. i am afraid of staying up late alone again]

2-physics test on dynamics[<- which i am guilty of not understanding and NOT doing any tut given] n forces[<-which is a more interesting topic lectured by a more interesting mr ler but stil, i am guilty of NOT doing any tut given ] *haha. in fact i didnt attempt any tutorial for phy. was lucky to pass the last test. yes. i am guilty*

3-chem spa [which will be 5% of actual a-level] * what if i add too much or too little reactant? * may luck be with me :) *

4-chemistry web-page assignment [<-this is one assignment which we students each have to find a web-page and present to our subject tutor and they will give us mark.] which i am going to search tonight..

5-general paper test [<-test us on our point and intro. were given qns to prepare for which makes this easier :)]

ar. i am a worrier.. worrying about anything and everything. maybe if i do not worry so much i'll be happier? hee =D

-* blur is e best *-


i suddenly feel that i'm not enjoying life as much as i shld. so,

here.
i want to tell myself

to appreciate my surroundings(including the people) a bit more,
to complain a bit less,
to smile a bit more,
to think a bit less,
to thank what i have a bit more,
to be less calculative,
to be happy a bit more,
to be sad a bit less.

** yes, i will. = ) **

if i feel sad, i will tell myself thats not the end of the world. yea. =)

thx for
fishy bracelet
the notebk++
the shiny star
cup
choco


do i like my class now?
i dont know.
i dont hav e feel to say 06S15 rox.
yes. ppl r not bad.

but sometimes e things they talked abt..
"huh?" *i dont understand*

e things they laugh abt..
"huh?" *i jus laughed*
but it's not really funny to me..

i'm bored.
going to sch everyday now hoping i'll click w them one day.
i'm not saying all of them i cant talk to. it's jus some.
but to even that few i can talk to, i'm not supeR close to them.

am i a strange person?

somehow, i dont know whether to say hi to og mates when i c them. it's kinda strange.
this does not apply to all my og mates of cos. but, it's most of them..

finding things to laugh at, eg. yoga lessons. e strange postures we had to do, e breathing..
but oops! i think i laugh out too laugh sometimes..

and. e last class outing. we wld b able to better bond as a class.. but, somehow, when we went pool, i was left out. i wana learn. but. because there were only 3 of us girls, with 1girl teaching e other, i was left out. neglected. okie lor. i merely stood there n look, sometimes move when they were walking to e other side of e table. so boring. n so i left to meet my mum b4 having lunch with them.

can i not b so sensitive?

i'm feel really glad i still know niu li, sien mae, kenneth, chin kiong in jj. n kai li, wu te, qing ling in my class. i'm so fortunate. thx.

i will not give up =P


sometimes i want u to notice my presence but sometimes i'm scare of it. for what it brings might not be what i desire for.