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Sunday, May 07, 2006

do i like my class now?
i dont know.
i dont hav e feel to say 06S15 rox.
yes. ppl r not bad.

but sometimes e things they talked abt..
"huh?" *i dont understand*

e things they laugh abt..
"huh?" *i jus laughed*
but it's not really funny to me..

i'm bored.
going to sch everyday now hoping i'll click w them one day.
i'm not saying all of them i cant talk to. it's jus some.
but to even that few i can talk to, i'm not supeR close to them.

am i a strange person?

somehow, i dont know whether to say hi to og mates when i c them. it's kinda strange.
this does not apply to all my og mates of cos. but, it's most of them..

finding things to laugh at, eg. yoga lessons. e strange postures we had to do, e breathing..
but oops! i think i laugh out too laugh sometimes..

and. e last class outing. we wld b able to better bond as a class.. but, somehow, when we went pool, i was left out. i wana learn. but. because there were only 3 of us girls, with 1girl teaching e other, i was left out. neglected. okie lor. i merely stood there n look, sometimes move when they were walking to e other side of e table. so boring. n so i left to meet my mum b4 having lunch with them.

can i not b so sensitive?

i'm feel really glad i still know niu li, sien mae, kenneth, chin kiong in jj. n kai li, wu te, qing ling in my class. i'm so fortunate. thx.

i will not give up =P

sometimes i want u to notice my presence but sometimes i'm scare of it. for what it brings might not be what i desire for.