i'm going to make this posting fast.
with holiday homework not completed.. haha. i better do..
this holiday..
i went to the incineration plant.
it sounds run-down, with rats and flies right?
but after i went there, i realise its quite high-tech. air-con in those workroom also.
but nevertheless, the rubbish smells... x.x
burning rubbich generate electricity. makes up [i forgot how many percent] of the electricity used by Singapore.
but i guess, the days i enjoyed most,
was the 4H outing.
i thought we would never meet up again.
but we did!
i went late because of [i forgot what]
we played captain's ball, after which had a lot of mental games.
i'm not fast in thinking la..
but i still enjoyed it.
oh my.
time passes fast.
to me, it meant a precious moment.
4H.
where i am who i am..
oh. as i went for ms armstrong's tuition centre's opening ceremony,
i saw ms lee. she look so..
carefree?
her hair grew much longer..
she talked to charlene about places i do not know.
those places which she went on a holiday to.
she changed so many of our lives in many ways.
she's a teacher who i am afraid of, yet respect..
i'm lucky to get her as my form teacher.
as for ms armstrong,
i guess she's much happier with her own classroom?
by the way. anyone wants tuition from her?
she's giving gp tuition and english tuition.
not sure if she's giving lit, but i think so.. :)

MY CHOIR
haha. using the word "my" sounds so..
posessive..
but i shouldnt bother so much..
i went to perform with them for the closing ceremony for Singapore Street Festival!
haa. i thought it would be a very grand event.
but now thinking back, it is not really as grand as i thought it would be..
where's my landyard?? ms khor said we would get, but we didnt.
nevermind! =D
we took pic!
haha. with the "c" . "not L! is c"
i must have sound so crappy when i've suggested all of us to put the "c" .
we did in the end..
haha. ms khor also did..
of course, with other pic! thanks feng! for your camera! hee =D thanksthanks!
the "ex"-sec4 s acting.. ahem.

yes you!

again! the "c"
the final pic

and. we 1S17 met up!
although it's only the 8 of us,
but i'm happy enough..
that there's someone who care..
we waited, and talk.
sat down at the mrt station waiting for i think quite a long time?.
then had our dinner.
kai xin was not feeling well.
i guess thats the only not good thing that day,
and hui zhen sent her hm.
i'm so glad.
that day.
at least i feel that i belong to the class. :)
and we went to play pool after dinner.
my skills is that type tyco go in.
when i didnt expect it to go in,
it went in,
when i thought it would surely go in,
it didnt.
arr..
but i still enjoyed that night.
i missed epsilon.. ar.. haha. now that i know how to upload pic.. haha..
thanks hui for your little book of happiness!"Be who you are and say what you feel. Because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"-* blur is e best*-
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today, someone told me a supposed-to-not-be-told-to-us-secret secret.aiyo. suddenly i understand.y he said we're newbies.y he said he is in there very long.y he is not so with "them"is that discrimination?i suppose that he also feel left out,that's y he talk to us.i actually pity him.i dont think its easy on him.but, maybe this is because i dont know him welloh well..front kick. raising kick. turning kick. side kick. back thrust. 360degree [dont know what] kick.stretch and stretch and stretch. haa. i wonder if i'll still grow taller =Pam i simply discriminating myself?we had tkd training today :)we're not suppose to laugh or smile when we are doing pattern. but i think quite funny what. hee. choir sing then is need to smile. we did more turning kicks and side kicks today. oh my. my legs are so weak; i cant kick high -_-' nor kick with the power -_-" i'm not sure if i'm correct -_-''' haha. i start to wonder if i'll be able to go till green belt. haha. dont wana think so much now; dont worry be happy lor. =D i must believe can. yea~then we went jp kfc. buddy mealS. so full! after that i went home. i heard a amazing story about a person's childhood. oh my. playful when young.. interesting to hear about other's childhood when my is quite uneventful. haa. it was solved. stop giving xcuses. whatever. i am not happy about u.-* blur is e best *-
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today.
there's question marks filled in my head.
maybe i'm stubborn.
cant care to change.
but ignoring me.
should not be the solution.
somehow.
long ago.
i knew this would come.
it did come, but passed.
but this time.
i feel that it is for real.
i'm giving up.
since i cant will what u think.
this is the best ending i think.
though it is not what i wished for.
all the best for u then.
"i am wishing for that one in a zillion friendship"
"its when tears just flow"
-* blur is e best *-
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very happy today. lalala~we had taekwondo training in e morning. haa. it is fun like it usually do, when i do kicks which are not at all high and i just find it very funny [i dont know y]haa. but today is xtra fun :) . this a result of having the chance to talk to people today.haa. the stretching at first was not easy. i'm scared of oVeR stretching, but appearently i didnt since there's was no cramp. trying to do split was not at all easy. my fingers had to support myself. but it was nevertheless fun. fun. we didnt try to do the thrust kick [i dont really know what's the name of that kick], which i have to turn 180 degree before i kick backwards. everytime i do that i'll get dizzy. haa. specially when i have to do 5 kicks in a row at a time. perhaps today is sat, hence the training was not as tough. we, white belts practised for pattern for our upcoming grading. i still tend to raise up the wrong hand when i turn to my right. but, to say, generally, it's oKay. yes. that was after we kick the sand bag. to me, who always accidentally kick my toes, i find it so interesting. strange right? although my kicks are not that powerful, but i just think that it is fun. and of course, while we were lining up to wait to kick the sand bag, we got the chance to sun-tan our toes, which in normal days had to be kept in our beloved shoes. even the club's president took off his shoes to show that we're equal. :) . ["haa. it's my shoes =P" .]after our practice, some of us just hang around the pe porch. i heard that they want to watch movies after having lunch. "guessed i just join them for lunch" i thought. got to talk to a j2 who talks with us la. yes. because i am 2nd intakers and a white belt hence i do not have many chances to talk to the seniors. this senior is so.. [how should i describe it?] friendly? he just "ah the.." or give that "2 hands twist" or just =P . i appreciate people who make an effort to know e others. haa. he's not a chinese but he listen to chinese songs. he even got tong2 hua4 translated in english. *wah* i cant really understand "jiang1 nan2" e song lyrics. and he asked me the meaning. *ar!* hahaha. i have difficulty translate. it's oKay :)after a group of us reached je, we had quite a hard time deciding what to eat. where would there have enough seats for us? in the end, each of us bought our own food and went to "camp" outside je shopping mall, sat down and ate. i like this type of bonding thing. :)simply happy~ o.O-* blur is e best *-
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Should i stay or should i go
having tried driften by your love,
when u messed around,
i lost e drive of love
thought you needed,
needed someone true,
but you changed your mind,
or had i failed u
wish you've been careful with my heart,
but you tore it apart,
and look at angel's heart
guess was true
hands in somehow
but i am live in prove
of about what love is about
it's hard holding u,
loving u,
losing u
it's sad to be true
and be fooled by u
i don't know (i don't know)
i gotta know
should i stay or should i go
you played me on
played me like a clown
but i feel for you
even though i'm dumped
my heart is heavy,
heavy like a rock,
but i am so amused,
you're still my thoughts
it's hard holding u,
loving u,
losing u
it's sad to be true,
and be fooled by u
i don't know (i don't know)
i wana know
should i stay or should i go
(should i stay..) (should i go..)
it's hard holding u
loving u
losing u
it's sad to be true
an be fooled by u i dont know (i dont know)
i wana know
should i stay or should i
studies done
i have never feel the same
but we had some good times
guessed it's said just the same
i guess e truth doesn't matter
somehow you'll live in prove
of what love is about
mayb u dont understand me. neither do i understand u.
-* blur is e best *-
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