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Live for myself,
Loving myself, my family, my friends,
Laugh at the silly things.
Hope everyone else is happy too. :)
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真的

我努力的仰着脸孔试着眼泪不往下流别往下流
不安的感觉到什么在我生活中不再相同很不相同
想要说 却还沉默伸出手 无法触碰天空突然一片辽阔原来你是真的已经离开我在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落此刻你已真的永远离开我在另外一个没有我的世界 自由的走
我努力的仰着脸孔试着眼泪不往下流别往下流
不安的感觉到什么在我生活中不再相同很不相同
想要说 却还沉默伸出手 无法触碰天空突然一片辽阔原来你是真的已经离贻我在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落此刻你已真的永远离开我在另外一个没有我的世界 自由的走
天空突然一片辽阔原来你是真的已经离贻d我在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落此刻你已真的永远离开我在另外一个没有我的世界 自由的走

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i want to sleep more :)

i start to realise.. abrie's words were true. blog has becoming my life's sorrow. thats just NOT e purpose of blogging. oh well. i think my left brain and my right brain are now in a mess. my heart and my brain. i dont know what had made me said those words 'let's not be friends anymore'. thats so hurting. thats so not my type of words. i dont know what had happened to me. if you think you can still accept my strange attitude, do sth.. but seriously, what can i comment on "that"?

-* blur is e best *-

oh my oh my.. Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

-* slow *-

for my grading last sunday, i'm 99.9% going to get a "pass". not a double because the judge didnt look at how we do the pattern. arr.. whatever. anyway i think even if the judge is good, i wont be able to get a double. aiya. my kicks are still so-so only. :) and so i went to stick the yellow tape on the belt before the results for e grading were released. wahaha. junjie is lending me his white belt! he is a brown tip now. haa. dont know how many years ago de. it's longer than my present belt! wahaha! cause my own belt is short for me XD so good la.thanks!

studying with friends in school is so.. not stress. :) i will try to do work or revise, but sometimes i do get distracted and look around, look at the building, look at the room, look at the people around, look at my friends. haa. but it is still much better than if i think i will go home and study, but most of the time just use the time away, thoughtlessly. so happy la. to study and eat the biscuits with milo or coffee after that. haa. and once we ate the food the xac not finished for their passing down ceremony. to the school and the xac, thanks! :)

and on friday night, i went for this astronomy night thing in NIE field. after a lecture on the possiblilty of living on a mars[which i found so interesting, but was too tire to stay awake throughout the lecture] , we went into a hall. there, wow, we read up on some information on the planents. after that, we were given a touch thing, which is red in colour and you can choose to set it in the flash mode or just light. wearing it make you look like a gold-miner. wenny, qing ling, and i saw jupiter with it's moon with the help of a telescope. with a telescope it is so much clearer, and you can see the much smaller stars around it.

and yest, i went for this sandsational event in sentosa. it ia another cip for me. my station was in siloso beach and the game was called "lemon drop" . the "lemon" used is actually a lime. the sL, sharon, wei li, vibi, yixiong, helping me were people from hwa chong. hee. it was quite an interesting event overall. other mentors were sh, eve, charlene, maio, kenneth. it has been a long time since i was a sL. i think it is fun, though, yes, there were times i am bored. :)

now in niuli's house. supposed to be studying, but.. oh well. i want to finish my post. my computer hang last night while i was trying to post a post. >.<

JIA YOU lor!

-* blur is e best *-

today is the last training the j2s are training with us. though they already passed down last month, but they still come for training for the coming grading. they just have to leave before i even get to know them. other than knowing their names, i know nothing much about them. the memory i have of them is the chalet and the trainings they came. i think i'll miss them. >.<

TOMMOROW is the grading! I WISH MYSELF GOOD LUCK! i dont think i have any hope of getting a double. but should be able to pass. i'll TRY MY BEST to not laugh or smile. argh! scare to laugh. when doing martial arts, we're not supposed to laugh or smile; should be confident and be serious about it. haha. and if u know me well enough, i laugh when i feel awkward. wahaha.

disappointed
i've decided not to pin too much hope on my class.
because 期望越高，失望越大。
i do not want to learn to dislike my class.
i want to like them.

i've learnt a new phrase from kenneth: "so you think you can CRAP?"

-* blur is e best *-


maybe having a positive attitude really makes things different..
or maybe.. it is the will.. the spirit in u that changes things..
as for me, i think it is neither sprirt nor attitude.
it is my friends. even though we are not in the same school, or not in the same class, what u have said had made things seems so much more simple. life seems so much better.
thanks to my friends :)

including
u who had gave me a organsier
u who had found me a blogskin
u who had told me to accept them as my friends
u who had took bus to sch with me
u who had hit me on my head when u see me
u who wait for me
u who crap with me
and many many others..

-* blur is e best *-


"to cut a hole newspaper and put a big stone in it before sell it to e garang guni"
this sentence is so funny la.. :)

i'm happy today playing captain's ball. my team is most of the time 2 players less than my team, i enjoyed the game! so fun la. hee =D


-* blur is e best *-