felt out of place when i'm in my class. different, distanced. i felt kind of depressed. i want to fit in, but i just continue to fill out of place. i look forward to everyday when my last lesson of the days ends. sian.. i miss e friends i made in gess! maio,yee,char,hui,feng,vic,hh,wy,siew, +++ . luckily, there r stil some gess ppl in jj :) haha.last wed, me, smeng, kenneth went tb to watch mr bean.haha.i'm not one who's really crazy about watching, but just want to watch movie together.without any expections, it turned out great! haha. i had the meal which smae told me he would eat.haha.it's just a little bit strange.but nice wat.haha..and i had to rush off after tkd.fun day.mug. results sux. jiayou lo :)the 2 of us r turning more n more extreme under e influence of _ _-extreme i guess! :)so irritating! i saw someone carry the same bag as him.crapcrap.j1.n everytime i c that j1 i'l stare at him.haha..now i wonder if that j1 wil realise it one day.weini
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12mar was feng's b'day
13mar was waileong's b'day
14mar was ivan's b'day
oh my.. there goes another 3 person who have passed e age of eighteen..nono. i dont want mine to come so soon.i just want to stay in school for as long as possible with friends:)
i am going to get MY green belt for tkd ya.i wan i wan to change into a GREEN belt.then after that, perhaps i'l stop for studies. crap la. my studies now.. how i wish i'l have M R. L E R for phy.he just reminds me of a pri sch teacher of my.i so so sO like him la! with a weak phy n weak chem, how am i going to survive this year.. -_-" .. lUcKy i know sOmEoNe who's good in phy.but i take very long to understand leh.i just dont lik it when i take up a lot of someone else's time.aiyaya.
hui has solved what had been bothering me for months..jc is not like in sec sch when u can find friends who r similar as u in terms of character..it's just difficult, especially when everyone starts to hav their opinion..u just cant expect that there is for sure that someone who can share with u their thoughts and willing to be ur very best friend..
and now, i think that if giving up on someone is a better option than to keep on trying to 'improve' that person when that person doesnt even care, then give up. dont torture yourself anymore.
i have found a you who's more careless than me, who thinks simpler than me, and who yearn for a simple life more than i always wanted.
::)) monster face.
weiniyiwannian
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