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Live.Love.Laugh.
Live for myself,
Loving myself, my family, my friends,
Laugh at the silly things.
Hope everyone else is happy too. :)
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sian.
no time to blog, dont know when will be the next time i'l blog. haix.


未你
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hey. thank you for all who showered me with concern.
appreciate it.
i may not reply on tagboard, but i do read them. thanks. =)

未你
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my number 199 200 post, not a happy one.
my dad got admitted into sgh again.
all over again.
ward 52B.
nuerosurgery.


未你
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yi fang gave me this bottle cap with words:
You share your birthday with at least 9 million other people in the world.
well, of the 9 million, i know three of them.

i'm 19.
old mature.
spent my day at work before meeting feng n hui.
surprise surprise, pleasant surprise.
not a super duper big one, but i like it. like the honey glazed chicken, the tuna, and the cheesecake, the cookie, the earrings, the pouch. most importantly, love the two of you. thanks. :)

a big thank you to all who remembered.
touched.
another year older,
i hope i'm another year wiser.

went back to jj yesterday to celebrate 'our' birthday.
well, there's junjie who's birthday falls on today and boonhun who's turning nineteen tmr.
love the present clara bought. music box, with our prom night picture.
i was very late cos i overslept [after drinking cough syrup, yes, i'm still coughing]
then we went jec pizza hut.
the last outing of jec pizza hut was a bad one, with my class, but yesterday was great.
teasing bh n sp. *wahahaha* they really do behave like couples!
we were there for quite some time, eating, chatting, crapping.
went to arcade after that, tried the drumming thing, singing the doreamon song! cool la.
then went bugis. at that time, there were only the four of us.
first time i got to talk that much to mingxiong.
clara was hyper.
junjie was looking for mothers' day gift.
clara left, leaving the three of us, and the two of them were the ones looking for things to buy.
they were nice. =)
tako-pachi were nice too!

after they decide to leave for jurong, i head towards pasir ris direction.
i boarded the train he was on at paya lebar.
saturday finally arrived, the day he book out.
time is not on our side.
but i enjoyed every moment.
i like my bottle.

my dad's condition took a turn for the worse. think he's gonna be send into the hospital for check up later. he's weak again.


'i just hope you can disappear from my life.' how to say these words out.

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i got another half day leave today.
why? - because i'm down with a bad cough and it gets worse when i'm in air-conditioned place. my mood went from happy when i just reach the office, to okay, to i want to leave this place soon.pissed when i saw there was this particular mistake made in filing. felt completely pissed when py was congratulating me, sarcastically, that i have more work to do. -_- . yf was helping me before starting to do another set of folders, lp was.. mm.. i dont know what she was doing, but she was busy. jouren was slacking, sleeping in the office. he didnt even bother to style his hair today. xn is no longer with us! chose another better paid job. well, new environment also ba. but we will all meet up next week!
i think i saw a familiar face at bm polyclinic. think she's my fren's fren. haa.
the nice lady at the payment counter helped me change to 'student' rate, from 'adult' rate. haix. two visits to clinic, one private, one public, in less than one week time. got cought syrup (i told the doc that i cant really swallow pills. the doc said it's psychological.), losenges, and flu medicine (i dont have flu =/).
the doc thought i was choosy with jobs because i got different jobs before. i was merely trying out different jobs. it's interesting to try out.)

please ask me out when i'm well! :)

no uni contacted me so far. :(
wei ni
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i am troubled again by this something call 'future'
i used to hope that time will be able too just freeze at this particular moment when i hit the full stop. i do not deny that i do not now, but it's not gonna happen no matter how much i wish for it. well, i believe that sick people get pessimistic. and sick people with cough cant just choose what they want to eat! that is the worst part.
everyone who is reading this, drink lots of water! :)

i can always remember this poem starting with
What is this life if full of care,
we have no time to stand and stare.
i think it's kind of sad that when we grow up, and simply have no time to see what's around us. sometimes, just simply breathe in and out, feel that you are alive, the feeling is good enough.

你和我能在这世界上
已经是一种幸福了:)









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i was sick.
correction: i am stil sick. :(
i woke up on wed morning with a fever of 39.3
the pessimistic me was thinking:
am i going to die? am i going to become dumb?
it's because i never had such a high fever before, or at least as far as i remember.
with advice from my mum, i dissolved two panadol tablets in water and ate them.
it sounds weird that i dissolve them in water right. it's because i dont dare to swallow tablets =x
i always bite before i swallow.
then i called yi fang, called the person in the office i work in, before i slept.

skip the boring parts,
i didnt go for work on 2may either, thinking that i wont feel that great either.
and so, i had a grand total of 5 rest days.
however, i havent fully recover. :(
maybe it's because i did something that sick people wouldnt do:

go to dolphin lagoon and underwater world in sentosa!
i enjoyed it totally.
i finally understood e joy maio had when she told me that stingray smiled to her.
they looked so cute.
and there's a small touch-pool in the underwater world.
the nice uncle there even offered me some fish food to feed the fish!
oh. and i learnt that dolphin has grey colour on it's skin.
love the trip. :)


未你
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