♥ fisH <>< Live.Love.Laugh.
Live for myself,
Loving myself, my family, my friends,
Laugh at the silly things.
Hope everyone else is happy too. :)
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It wasn't easy to move on, to accept the truth. To work so hard but yet failed. Have you ever felt this feeling? After a long time, I have finally got over this negative feeling of being rejected by both nus and ntu. If you have not experienced it before, you might not be able to understand. Today is the day which I have finally thought through. I may have put on a strong front, but it was as if two knifes were stabbed into me when I got hold of the news of rejections. To be able to post a post like this means that I'm okay already. =) I really thought about what Alicia told me when we were working together: YOU may earn a lot in the future, but there will come a day when you will grow old, and die. It's important to like what you are doing. These words made a lot of sense to me. Maybe it is also who she is that made what she said made sense. She's really herself. I like how she views life. Siang Meng led me to think about how I would be living if I were to be in an engineering course even if I managed to appeal in. I would never want to live in the world of studying physics or chemistry again. Li Xin who I met coincidentally at bus stop made me feel optimistic. Life can’t be smooth sailing all the times, but as long as we have a handful of good friends, a life with enough money to spend, we should be glad, and happy. This were not his exact words, but it was what he meant. With their words, I’m finally myself again. Thanks. Mei Ting and Clara who helped me, Thanks. Thank you all others who showered me with care.
I’m most probably going to accept sim since chances of successful appeal is very slim. I’m just gonna confirm after the rejections.
Oh. One final thing. I want to learn to be more street-smart! But when I asked my brother, that idiot told me i can try to stand on the street more, maybe it will help. -.- .
Oh. Final Final note, my dad is back home! wee~
未你 -* Happy is e best *- ^^
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Saturday, June 07, 2008
It is gonna be a long time till I next blog, I think. I'm sticking to my diary for the time being.