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2010-11-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

I'll begin a new chapter of life at

jiayulivelovelaugh.blogspot.com

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-11-09T20:29:00.003+08:00

Different people, different learning methods, different learning ability.
Something that I learnt today. I'm glad that I have coincidentally entered into a course that I am interested to learn (not really the work though, it's really difficult to find a job that suits one's ability, interest and pay expectations). Maths is no longer my cup of tea, too many symbols and proving to memorise.

yeah, it's november again! I like the time at the end of the year because there will be many gatherings with different friends. Unfortunately, my ntu friends will only finish exam at mid-dec or a few days before christmas. Another reason I like the time at the end of the year is that the weather is cooling. And I can use my favourite blanket when the thunderstorm comes in the middle of the night.

Three more twenty-first parties to attend. fun! Time flies and most of us are already 21 already! I'm so not ready to handle the responsibilities that comes along with adulthood. It is nice to be student on weekend and temporary forget about the worries with work and, as an adult.

i have a love-hate relationship with fb. I wanted to write an article about it but changed my mind for fear that it may sound like i'm critising others. so yeah, to each of his/her own.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-11-08T23:37:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over and it has been play play play! :)
there's work though.
yeah, i like the time at the end of the year! :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-10-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

These ten days seems like half a year to me. I have gone through all the ups and downs in these few days altogether, and fortunately, I managed to pick myself up together again, thanks to support from my dear friends, and of course, sm. I'm grateful to receive all these support. And yes, the tears I cried out amount to a mountain of tissues. And crying out feels good, though it felt really tired.

谢谢你在暴风雨来时，变成我的大雨伞，我的避风港。

A mix of black and white with a tinge of pink is nice.未你-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-10-19T12:14:00.002+08:00

I'm glad to have friends like uncle k and h for company when i study. The presence of friends bring comfort to my heart and I am grateful for this feeling. We may not meet up often but it still brings joy to me everytime we meet. why? because i'm meeting my best friend. they listen to what i have to say and i get to listen to what they say too :)

Study has not been productive. I don't know what's wrong but I feel so sleepy yesterday. Nothing much done. Even sweets didn't help :( I will get through this! yeah, we had a mini-picnic so random, so unplanned for. and we talked. it feels good to have htht. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-10-13T00:59:00.003+08:00

OMG. I had the most terrifying moment in spelling ever- writing details on cheques after the owner has left (that is, after he has signed on the cheques). I couldn't check the spelling of "thousand" "hundred" "twenty" "twelve" in the dictionary because the lady boss was beside me. And I wrote two words wrongly (I wrote hundred when i actually meant thousand and i spelled a person's name wrongly!) Argh. As my heart raced, my saviour, the boss came back to collect something and i had no choice but to admit my careless mistake. I wouldn't dare to write my "first try" on cheques again; i would write on rough paper first.

~~~

The most "high" birthday party I have ever attended. The birthday girl was smashed with birthday cake followed by a bucket of water. Not that she put up with all these in silence-she took her revenge. With cakes and cream from her face, she shared her joy with her friends and family. I'm so happy for her, for her awesome party. :) i will not want to ever forget the two words i heard/learnt from her, "family first".

~~~

It has been quite some time since i felt this, this feeling of incapability in writing reports. Yes, I know I'm terrible when it comes to researching for relevant articles, but I didn't think that i was that bad in writing report. Well, projects are all over and it's time to focus on mugging. (well, i still got work to add to the studying)

did i mention? I went to find the meaning of mugging and saw the meaning. Yes, it's like begging action. and i kind of like how it has evolved to our meaning of studying hard (and yes) thus, i'm using it.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-10-05T22:41:00.002+08:00

w made me think about relationships, marriage and life.
yes, and it's the first time i really thought seriously about the issue of "abortion".
yeah, maybe bacause i am an "accident", i feel more for the life in her, the one who happens to be an accident too. i feel sad for the tiny life. and i heard about her marriage too. i used to think that a couple who has went through dating for a long time will stay together forever. however, although they have dated for 8-9years, he could be like this. life & relatioinships are fragile isn't it? yeah, welcome to the world of truth. the world that is neither black nor white; the world is grey.

working life is a totally different world from school life. different kind of stress. with different kinds of people. and sometimes i don't know what others have up to their sleves. sounds scary.

three weeks to my exams, still have project not done, three celebrations to attend, work not ending soon, where to find time? FOCUS, i need to. =/

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-09-27T14:08:00.002+08:00

one two three four
and many more :)
thanks for being there for me.
it was a simple but awesome date because i spent it with you.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-09-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

It has been a crazy 6days. I started with a fever on wed night which went on to become a fever of 38.5 at 3.30am . I went to doc on thursday and took MC for two days. I got tonsillitis. My cough continued and it was terrible on sat.I had even lost my voice on sunday and today. I went to doc again on sunday and I had no choice but to ask for antibiotic ( i'm a anti-antibiotic person!) . And I need to do projects and worry about my taxation and audit project. Audit project is crap and so are my TM .

Now that i'm feeling better, I gotta do my project. gogogo! :)

未你 I'm lucky to have you.
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-09-14T10:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, a listener needs another listener too.

I had a conversion with another two friends and shared some things about life. It made me realised that me, being me, needs another listener too, to share my life with. I'm glad to have people I can count on, outside school.

Maybe less grumblings will help :) true.

Projects are crazy this semester. but I will survive. have something to look forward to, helps. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

How could I have forgotten?

2010-09-11T01:00:00.006+08:00

Isn't being myself the most important thing?
I seems to have forgotten this simple but important note to myself, to live my life for myself and not for others. Sometimes, I really wish I were a boy who has a simple mind. Boys seems to be simpler and doesn't have "internal" war among their own friends, or so it seems from an outsider, me.

I went out with a group of friends, who I initially thought I would never be able to click well with, yet, their simple thinking and actions made me felt comfortable. I could be free to say what I feel. I have forgotten how nice it is to laugh-it-off silly matters. I am happy and glad to have this group of friends, although none who are my very close friend, but all who are nice and "on" about things. I had a happy day today, this public holiday :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-09-06T21:00:00.004+08:00

It was only yesterday that i understood why * was so envious of n t u students staying in hostel, it's the people, the place, the freedom?

It was my first visit there yesterday. How i wish i have a place of my own like that too. The place is smaller but nicer than what i have imagined. Cosy place to be at. We had dinner at one of the canteens inside the university before walking back to the room, which is about 5 minutes walk away. We walked passed many other rooms and saw a couple of other students staying there.

However, a chance lost is a chance lost forever right? I like what i'm studying because at least it makes more sense to me than the chemical bonding, gravitional forces i learnt in jc. However however however. It's not long till i graduate, and i think i will really be lost as to my future at that time.
Choices, are given to us when we grow older.
They are good and bad.

~~if only i am really studying in ntu.~~

This is not supposed to be a post full of grumbles. It is more like a post that states the new discoveries i have made. On a side note, I think i will be going there more often to enjoy the benefit and to feel that i'm a student and not a working adult. lol. :)

loving my new love, my lappy. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-08-31T11:16:00.002+08:00

The song on repeat on my itouch:
liang jing ru, ai qing zhi suo yi wei ai qing.

~wo cheng mi de gan dong yu ni bu tong, wo de liao jie rang wo zi you

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-08-24T20:04:00.004+08:00

I dreamt of going back to my sec sch, to visit my choir juniors. What a feeling- to feel that they have all grown up and become successful individuals, and me still being me :) i guess we all miss the times when we only had studies to worry about, no work problems, no family problems, no relationship problems. Even at that time, bgr was puppy love, so simple and silly. But we can't live in that memory forever. Because I dream of a day when I have my own kids and my family.
Right now, I just hope that everyhing will be smooth sailing for me.
Right now, I gotta learn, learn how the world works.
Right now, I'm enjoying not having the burden of a family. I'm enjoying my alone-times spending time just by myself.
I'm happy to be living for myself,
and not for anyone else.

It's been so long since we had a heart to heart talk. So long such that I have already forgotten that communication is very important in any and every relationship, whether it is kinship or friendship. Yes, I know quarrels and disagreements are inevitable in any bgr, all I ask for is to reduce the number of times and each of us to give in to another. We can, can't we? :) another stage of your life, and I feel threatened. But no, I won't give u up.

I want to grow up into someone i'm proud to be.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-08-19T10:57:00.002+08:00

With work, studies, projects burying me, i should say i'm feeling stressed.
I will be strong, it's a promise i make to myself.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-08-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

我需要多一点时间让自己透一口气。

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-08-06T01:08:00.001+08:00

How long does it takes to know a person completely?
Forever or never?
I guess it's the latter.

未你-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-07-24T00:05:00.002+08:00

Right now, I just feel like watching tv and reading and playing my itouch for 9473210973 hours. Lol. I like this cool weather at home.

I don't know whether to laugh or cry: the new clerk is very chatty and can conduct a chat, without me saying anything, for 15 minutes literally. How can I teach u when u keep interrupting me and talking about the many stories of ur past jobs? Arrrrggghhhh.

Yeah, it's sat. how can I make it not rain for c*? =/

未你-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-07-17T00:54:00.002+08:00

Thanks for your effort even during times when I am unreasonable, when you are unreasonable, when we disagree, when we quarrel, when we cry. You gave me faith, you gave me hope. Even though we seems to have reached our bottle-neck ( those who haven't reach this stage probably wouldn't understand) , I'm still glad to have found you, the imperfect you with the imperfect me. :)

We just need more communication I guess. Let's get through this.

未你-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-07-03T01:07:00.002+08:00

I had a fufilling holiday this may-june. It's really nice to do some catching up with long-time-no-see friends and just simply talk. Met all the people I want to meet except for a junior. Guess she's busy with school now too. Woo~ super happy to have all these catching up.

Best friends are forever! This is true! I feel so happy to meet my twin even after so many years without contact. I'm grateful that she has changed my life.
And yes, many years down the road, I still want to hear from you!

It's really nice to have meet up with best friends. :)
I had a great may-June holiday! Yeah! And two more singing sessions to go! Wooooooooooo! :D

Ehhhhhhhh. My school officially starts this coming Monday -_-

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-06-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

More communications needed.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-06-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

I don't want to feel "that" way, but the same feeling just keep coming back to me. No, I don't want to feel that way, and I'm filling up with reasons to not feel that way. Argh!

Take care, my friend. I'm sure she wishes that you will be happy too.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-06-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

love my girlfriends <3
some things are only meant to shared among us, girls. =P
it's when you love yourself then people will love you, for who you are.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-06-06T10:49:00.002+08:00

it's nice to have friends to have meet up, to shop, eat, be tourist, share life tgt. do some catch up, share some laughter.
I had fun,
till July when we meet again 238:)

I seriously don't need to care about u,
n that's what I'm going to do.
I gotta be determined this time.

Forever 21 :)
more and more and more clothes :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-05-31T00:08:00.002+08:00

Done lots of shopping and had a stayover at a friend's house. My cough just decided to come back and visit me during my stayover. Cough/sore throat, u can leave me now. I will be happy without u :)

I'm grateful for all of u who changed my life and made me a better me :)

Another week back at work :( let's treat it as another week of learning more. Positive positive! Look on the bright side, I'm looking forward to fun and more shopping in June. :) okay, maybe not too much shopping, because I have already bought/received quite a lot, perhaps more shirts for work :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-05-23T13:09:00.002+08:00

如果我说，爱我没有如果，
真的爱我就放手一搏。

i realised, it is not difficult to fall in love with all your heart, but it is difficult to still be able to control the feeling.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-05-23T12:21:00.003+08:00

I went back to gess carnival yesterday. Waves and waves of emotions hit me. The school still looks the same but the people changed. Many of my teachers are no longer around so I am actually back to reminisce the memories. Oh gosh, fond memories.

I lost a few of my so-called best friends but I also made my friends for life there. Perhaps people there are friendlier? Or is it me? Anyway, things changed but the building looks the same. I went to walk around and walk by ‘our’ secret place, wonder if you still remember. It’s different now, the place and the feeling I have towards it.

It’s cool to have a carnival, both to raise funds (I don’t know for what purpose but I guess a school always need money? Lol.) It’s cool for us to go back too. Ohhh. I went asking many people about whether we can buy the gess tee but everyone says only the students have. I’m so disappointed. Life’s like this right? That when one try so hard, he fails, he will feel the disappointment.

It doesn’t feel like we have graduated from the school for a long time, but we have in fact graduated for 5 years. I’m proud that I was a student there and I grew up there. I would have been a different me if I didn’t. They were the best days of my school life. <3

And why do I feel a tinge of sadness too?

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-05-17T00:23:00.002+08:00

stop thinking, start living :)

Just started a new phase in life- adulthood
by I'm still a child at heart. :D

未你-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-05-06T14:14:00.001+08:00

feeling regret, remorse,
and tat i could have done better.
roar. :(

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-05-03T00:07:00.001+08:00

Lots of balloons. Happy today :)
no mood for exams, but i'm not even half way thru! Gotta really start studying tmr. Ah!!

Live Love Laugh

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

exams stress

2010-04-29T15:45:00.003+08:00

i need:
more luck
more time
more intelligence

i wish tat exams end soon yet i dont wish to go
back to working >.<
how i wish time can just stop here.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-04-26T00:32:00.002+08:00

i just want to be me. but i'm finding it becoming more n
more difficult. Because i have to care about how everyone else feels. Maybe, i'm just too insensitive sometimes. Maybe i'm becoming more n more selfish. I guess i need my sleep.

POSITIVE. i gotta stay positive.

I admire * for being who she is.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-04-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

no time :(

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-04-10T23:28:00.002+08:00

I saw this tiny plant, so small yet so strong.
It reminded me to be strong and face the storm.
For after the storm, a rainbow will form,
and i could embrace it if i worked hard for it.

a swim, a breather, an escape from the world.

~~yes, i ought to study, just give me another break.~~
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-04-06T01:37:00.001+08:00

friends are each others guardian angel.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-04-04T00:37:00.003+08:00

I’m getting used to this new c but I really don’t wish to be struck here doing these calling and chasing. I want to learn more, and I don’t think I will be able to achieve much here. The people here are nice, but there are just things I can’t let them know. Also, I want to progress to a higher stage and not be caught up with doing *. Please, let k understands this too.

Time has proven to me yet again that I do not have a good judgment of people.

“Can you feel the magic in the air, must have been the way you kissed me.”

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-03-27T10:48:00.002+08:00

I like her. W.
Despite my inexperience, she has been really nice to me. How I wish I can really be friends with her. She said something that hit me: "we used to talk for hours on the phone but we seem to have nothing to talk about now." I wonder now, if this is the kind of relationship that I want: comfortable but not exciting. I just want things to be simple. :)

I have learnt that though one may not be able to understand english and may make mistakes when spelling out english words, he or she still can be able to do well in business if he or she knows how. I admire this kind of person.

YES! I was so happy last night that i couldn't fall asleep. Kind of exaggerating but it’s true!
Happy because it’s Friday, happy because I have managed to survive yet another week at work, happy because I can take a short break.

Time flies, and it is going to be april soon.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-03-21T11:53:00.002+08:00

this phrase just came to my mind ytd
山穷水尽疑无路，
柳暗花明又一春。
Things will change for e better. Just gotta believe!

Last week was a terrible week. E earliest time i reached home was 8pm. I worked till 9 reached home at 9plus on monday,
got class on tues, worked till 8.45, reached home at 9plus on wed, reached home at 8 on thurs. Argh. I dont know if i'm going to go on this kind of life working. I must learn! Beginning is always difficult. Dear friends, let's go out during my holidays! :)

Sat was a breather :)

a new week is coming again. argh. Go go go! 加油！

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-03-11T18:29:00.003+08:00

~~i love thursday~~
i love thursday evening now because i can get away from d stressful office :)
i have a love hate relationship with friday now. I get to play with kids on friday, get to talk to this kind lady boss, get to choose wat work to do. But at d same time, i have to stand d smoke from cigarettes from d boss. He's not my dad so i can tell him i dont like n
nag at him or ask him to move away or i move away. He's a nice boss though. I kind of admire his brain n skills in business.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-02-21T16:05:00.004+08:00

woohoo~ I will probably be going to the place i want to go since i was primary 5 in march. let's hope nothing crops up again. :)

How nice it is to have friends who i could talk to and go out with. Thanks to you-know-who for advice on shopping for guys and listening and telling me stuff about relationship.

I enjoyed swimming. Sun-tanned (also a sign of being shy. lol.). Catch up a little. Let's study/shop/swim again!

Had steamboat last night followed by movie at tb. wow. It's my first time seeing tb cinema crowded. got the tickets at third row of the cinema. enjoyed myself.
it's back to working and studying life tomorrow. argh. :(

Now, our roles are reversed.
I'm the one fighting for time, feeling so tired about work, about studies, about school, about friends, about all sorts of things in life, while you are free, free to do anything you want, enjoying freedom.
I didn't expect this change so soon (or perhaps i chose not to see it). I'm the one who grumbles about it being a sunday night (monday is the next day), i'm the one who grumbles about not having enough time, i'm the one being pessimistic now.
Although i do not know how i am going to get through all these, i wish we could get through these, together.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-02-09T20:16:00.002+08:00

to look for the perfect guy,
or to look for the perfect you,
i dont know which to choose.
i'm just enjoying this perfect moment,
with the imperfect you. :)

work has been problematic, boring, tiring, with huge changes. For now, i'm learning to adapt to this change. I hope i will learn fast. Tired. I really dont know whether cny will be a week of enjoyment or a tiring week of catching up. Let's hope it's the former :)

more and more and MORE people are using iphone. My boss, my colleagues, my new colleagues. It's funny to see my colleague behave like a kid when he uses the map application.

May i absorb information and knowledge like a sponge. Still blur as ever =x

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-01-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

the grass is greener on the other side, always.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-01-21T22:24:00.004+08:00

I have almost forgotten how nice it is to come home at 7, watched tv while having dinner and talking to my sis. wow. i must get through this.

I had a headache at work today. :( okay after i reached home. home sweet home.
it's quite cool to have a phone with wifi function! but my screen is so small. still, happy and contented! i want to look for simple plan songs.

I went to school from bedok yesterday and i was half asleep on the train ride. tired.. then i went to buy my corn soup because i was craving for it. i like! oh. and the spagetti with mushroom, prawn, minced meat, cabbage, xiao bai cai, tomato sauce is nice! thanks! not to to forget the prawn with egg with veggie sandwich! delicious :)

something exciting is going to happen tomorrow, hope all will turn out well! :)

to: hopefully-you-know-i-mean-you, the person who has a happy-aura all around you,
我希望你会幸福。：）

i want us to be like this, happy and contented. :) and i want us to learn, together and learn together.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-01-13T13:17:00.000+08:00

awesome weekend.
tried rides i normally wouldn't have.
like the in-the-cloud feeling. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2010-01-06T11:00:00.002+08:00

I cried, on the bus, off the bus, at home, in the shower.
I'm sorry.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-12-25T23:02:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Jingle bells jingle bells all the way~
I didn't get to listen to christmas carols again this year! till the next year! :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-12-01T21:34:00.002+08:00

这些日子以来

在你心中我才明白这些日子以来，
在你心中已经有了另一个女孩。
我知道爱情不能勉强，
但是我还是无法释怀。

认识你只不过是最近的事情，
感觉上却好像是早已和你熟悉
可是我不断想起，
你的另一段感情

I just came across this song on the tv and found this song nice.
And i realised that actually i like to listen to local tv drama songs a lot.
They bring back memories.

Sweets and jellybeans are my best friends, for now. :) so boring. :(
RECRUITING LUNCH-MATES! People there dont have lunch tgt.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-11-23T22:25:00.006+08:00

It's odd, this sudden offer.
I would have accepted it if it happened 4 days earlier, but it's different now.
I'm so sorry.
Maybe it was just not meant to be.

Love does happen when you least expect it to, and many other things as well.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-11-19T14:03:00.004+08:00

~~I'm afraid that I'll cross the line,~~
where everything will come crumbling down.
So, I tip-toe walk everywhere,
only to realise that this way,
I'm not me.
I'm just what you want me to be.
thanks for listening to me, for being understanding.

What i learnt-
What will come, will come.

Time traveler 's wife is an amazing book.

I like rainy days, because i get to bring out my chip and dale blanket and wrap myself in the comfort of it. Well, my bed is getting increasingly crowded.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-11-11T20:16:00.004+08:00

Reading Time traveler's wife makes me think about relationships.
Far, or near?

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-11-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

Everything happened too fast and I didn't really have time to process.
It's probably the last time we get such a big gathering, sadly.
I hope that grandma will get to watch teochew opera there too.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-10-28T19:52:00.002+08:00

I was looking around and i saw this quote and i absolutely love it! It says:

Never long for anyone from the past.
This is a reason why they never made it to your future.

I have understood, finally.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-10-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

wait till my exams are over.

how i wish..
(well, life is full of how-i-wish-es..
still, how i wish..)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-10-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

YEAH! We are finally done with our projects! :)
BUT! Exams. x.x
fiduciary duties owed to the company.

“我相信，把你的名字，念上一千遍就会念成
轮回一千遍的诺言，渡过雨打风吹的考验”

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-10-07T15:33:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to be studying right now, but.. no mood.
I went around reading people's blog and I suddenly realised that it is year 2009, so many years after I have graduated from sec sch. Yet, The feeling of sec sch is still so familiar. Maybe because I stopped growing mentally since I graduated from sec sch, thats why I couldn't understand the change in people. Well, then I learnt that not everything in life is for me to understand. I just have to do my part in life and live it.

Live life, means to live it for myself, not for others.

I feel hungry now. =x . It seems to be a weird time to feel hungry right, 3.45pm .

Land mines.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-10-06T12:28:00.001+08:00

Mid-autumn just passed. Not in the mood to celebrate other than eating mooncakes! Perhaps it’s with age, perhaps it’s with people, there is no longer a person to accompany me to light candles and form them in shapes and someone to hold lantern with me around the garden. I missed those days when an older neighbour would play with us those “magical” games.

Let’s not be blind by the bright neon lights and instead, enjoy the dim light that is always there.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-09-22T21:57:00.002+08:00

I only realised that it is very boring to shop alone today. 45mins spent looking around for a gift is more tiring as compared to hours of shopping with a gf. Strange? Lucky for me, I saw a friend there and got company to walk. Random happiness. Happy for friend because he bought something too. :)

variances variances variances. x.x
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-09-11T11:01:00.000+08:00

Trying to strike a balance between friends and relationship.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

Change

2009-09-02T15:45:00.002+08:00

Some people change, some for the better, some for the worst.

Sometimes you may think that a person has changed for the better, only to find out that the change is only on the outside; the character is still pretty much the same. It’s just that that person has learnt to hide his/her inner self from others, pretty on the outside, ugly in the inside.

And then, there are also people who changed for the better. From someone who’s not being himself/herself, to a happy person. If so, I’m happy for you.

And then, there are people who seem nice in the first place, but after knowing that person for some time, you will find out that it’s just different; you and he/she are in different world. You can only continue to be friends with that person and not be able to carry on the friendship to another higher level.

I guess this is life; we have to give and take. Thanks friends, who treat me as your friend. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-08-26T12:43:00.000+08:00

Neither major projects nor events coming up, I’m considered free. Perhaps I should look for a job. I have been sleeping ten hours a day but still feeling tired. -_-

At times, I feel lost.
35th. :) twin.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-08-07T14:14:00.000+08:00

Happy girl again because I have sorted out my thoughts! And ants in my house seem to have decreased over these few days. U can’t imagine how irritating it is to have ants all around when it’s not ME who brought the ants in! And I woke up having one ant on my leg. -_- . Dear ants, please don’t love me so much. I don’t love u at all! And being me, I put quite a few ants bait around and.. hehehe.. I’m waiting for all of you to ~~walk~~ crawl straight into the traps!

Anyway, ndp was awesome! I am so looking forward to next year already! Hope I’ll get tickets to next year ndp. :D .

I am excited about the pot-luck lunch! It was my idea. I have been having the idea for a long time, just that I didn't have the right group of friends to do it together. :) anyway, hope everything will work out fine and the food will be nice [rhymes].

I came out with a way to deal with - . However, I’m not that sure if I will have the courage to suggest that because I can guess what your responses are. Well, maybe I just don’t need to worry so much. Maybe it won’t even occur. :)

School is not that busy, but family having some, problems? I’m not sleeping well recently. Though sleeping about 10hours a day, I feel tired, having weird dreams everyday, other than last night. Maybe talking on the phone for more than 2hours can solve the sleeping problems. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-07-14T17:08:00.003+08:00

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you,
Kidnap my heart and make my dreams come true.

DO you have a conscience?
three things that keep me worried.
shall think things through.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-07-05T01:45:00.001+08:00

Learning to drive.
When I was young, I told myself that I would not learn driving because I would crash into another car. No, I don’t want to harm another person. Then, the bicycle accident terrified me even more. (I had a bicycle accident down a slope on a road during my first night cycling trip with odac. Although I didn’t suffer any injuries that time(which was lucky because it was a steep slope and it’s on a rough road), there was a trauma caused and I am afraid of cycling now for I am afraid of crashing into another bicycle. Anyway, I am even more certain after this accident that I am not made to drive.
However, I felt today that driving could be interesting! It is my first time today to sit in a car driven by a friend, a same age friend. It was a nice experience, it is cool! I thought, just maybe, maybe I would learn driving one day, if I have a car that I can drive. Well well, I don’t know when this day will come because neither my parents nor my siblings own a car. Good luck for people taking your practical driving test! :)

I am going to learn to be a happy introvert. Haha. Am I an introvert? I don’t know. I just want to stay happy with my life. I am now able to differentiate friends, good friends, close friends, best friends. To this best friend who I have let-down, and also have let-down me once, I am really happy to have you and let’s continue this friendship. If you happen to read this, I hope you will know it’s you I’m talking about. I love you, my best friend. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-07-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

I don't want to live in denial.
Okay, stop feeling depressed.
I just want to be blur sometimes. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-06-21T00:47:00.005+08:00

I had a sudden urge to blog because, i want to go flyers! sounds nice, feels nice, and i think it is nice! oh my. nevermind. i will go there someday, i tell myself. and hehe, i am going to something nice this august.

anyway, i have left the blog empty for some time. there were a couple of times when i wanted to blog but the internet connection/modem failed me or that my sis 'snatched' this rightfully-belonged-to-her laptop back. :( hence, this long break.

i have been enjoying my holidays well, thought some things through(finally. i can be troubled by some things for a long time) yes, and i should read more, because storybook makes my troubles go away. :) and i dont know if i am counted as working now. own time own target. and i am very slack. compared to the last holiday in nov-dec, i really am having a very slack holiday, enjoying myself, sleeping till noon time these few days.

yup, went to china, the rural area, and stayed with my relatives. i got a culture shock(okay, not really big, just small little culture shock.) i think i still got a lot to learn, to know what to do at what times, and to stop being such a spoiled child(mm.. i am not really that spoiled, i think.) i felt that, i should really pick up teochew this dialect because my parents are from there. and yes, i love china as well as singapore. :) finally, i am grateful for my life, because i have experienced love and care from my family. this reminds me of the song that goes "grateful are we for the morning dew, for days that are kind, for skies that are blue. grateful are we for the noon-time sun, for...
(i forgot =x )

lets hope miserable feelings stops turning up in my life and only happiness visits me. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-05-21T16:08:00.002+08:00

I had numerous emotions which i can't seems to describe. I guess that i should just be happy with who i am and what i have.

Anyway, one of my fishes died! It's was fine-looking, except that it didn't move at all. It was not like it floated on the water, Only it's mouth was tilted up, and when i went to touch the tank, there was no reaction.
And then i realised, the two of the fishes are bullying one of the fish. poor fish.. i could only try to scare the two bullyer-fish away while i see them biting(yes, BITING) the fins of my poor fish. Could someone teach me how to rear fishes?

I spent these few days at home being 宅女 . lol. I have been watching 射雕英雄传 these few days. If only love could be that simple as between huang rong and guo jing, wouldn't it be nice? Yes, I admire their love. :)

Those who don't bring me down, will only make me stronger.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-05-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

I am still living in the joy of my birthday celebrations, from 7th to 13th. :)
I have not felt so touched by my friends' love for so long. Let's hope my next birthday come soon! lol. xp

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-05-12T14:13:00.002+08:00

I dont know why, but this song has been ringing in my head these few days.
你想要的，我却不能够给你我全部。
我能给的，却又不是你想要拥有的。
我们不适合...
thinking of a friend.
forget it.

Anyway, I'm quite free and not free now! haha. Sounds strange but it is not! I am having holidays now, and not working so this makes me free. But, I have arranged to meet friends and i need to pack my stuff at home! Yes, my house is as messy as ever. I'm feeling lazyyy. Yes, maybe i should start packing my things from sem1. They are still lying in my cupboard. =x

oh! I'm rearing fishes now. I'm satisfied to just see them swim around. But one of the fishes' fin got tore off at the end. i don't know what happened! And this happened to the fish which prefers to swim backwards rather than forward. Strange right. And I dont know how many times to feed them a day! There's one of the fishes which eat and eat and eat. They are my angels now. :)

I want my face to get well soon so i can do other things to it. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-05-11T12:03:00.004+08:00

thank you all of u who celebrated my birthday with me. really appreciate it. :)
i had a fun time in the past four days. touched.
cy, yf, xh, nl, sw, yf, sm, ck, fq, gn, sm, nd, jo, cs, ba, ol, ms.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-05-07T00:58:00.003+08:00

I had a two-part dream last night.
The first part is a very happy one, because there was a surprise planned for me, and i saw many of my friends.
However, the second one, though short, had a bigger impact on me. I dreamt that a friend told me that she would no longer be friends with me, because I have done so many wrong things that she's no longer able to tolerate me. She told me that over the phone when i called her up. I woke up while crying, and there was tears in my eyes.

I was wrong about many things, the world is not as simple as I thought.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-05-05T12:05:00.003+08:00

Yeah~ Done. I think that i have done badly for my acct paper. =x . i tried, i knew i have several answers wrong but i don't know what was wrong! And then i took a lot of time to answer, resulting in that i do not have enough time. x.x Nevermind, what done is done. Let's hope they will moderate the marks. I'm sure they did last sem.

Hoho. So it's holiday now! When i have time, some friends don't have time. :( Aiya. Maybe i should work in june too. Earn some money, so that i will have some to spend. hehe.

Met up with kg! He's back! He's only 0.01% darker. Much a disappointment. I was expecting him to become dark. Talking to him makes me realise that i have not spoken in english for a long time! Probably since the last time i saw him. So i went gigi-gaga when speaking in english. I got a watch from him! hehehe. I have not spoken to him for a long time already. He's still the Mr-nice-guy whose future girlfriend is predicted to be treated like a princess as what sm said.

I have so much i want to do! ^^
将心比心，你会吗？
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-05-03T12:38:00.003+08:00

Three quarter down! The worst, and the most important is the last paper! Wish me luck! After that will be fun!

Restaurantcity is that kind of game where i will gain satisfaction by just staring at it work. interesting!

you can buy me a normal wallet too. my current wallet is a getting a little chubby.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-04-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

~~Commercial Law~~
Three more to go!
Rewarded myself with avocado milkshake.
Been sleeping in the evening when i'm supposed to study!
Been sleeping all day long. Oops. =x

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-04-27T00:11:00.004+08:00

I would be happy to receive a ~~waterproof watch~~ too! :)
As for bag, I don't mind another haversack, or ladies kind of bag. better if i can contain a4 paper in it. wahahaha.
Wish me luck for my exams! I need them! ^^

the 31st.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-04-16T20:44:00.001+08:00

Life is such an irony, at least for me. When I really tried, it doesn’t work out. Argh. :(

I have finally fixed my bracelets! After like 3years? Miss you la, ms.

(左边)

你和我之间的遥远

永远隔着亲切

爱少的可怜

伸出右手

想陪着你向前走

感受你爱我的心跳在左边

那么深深

爱你的我

想信你会了解

Ah, don’t misunderstand; the above doesn’t have anything to do with sm. It is just a feeling I felt towards someone else.

Just when I thought I am falling in love with the subject Accounting, I am starting to get irritated with it! I just always get them wrong! Angry.

MY WAY of swallowing tablets:

1) Drink a sip of water

2) Put the tablet into my mouth

3) ‘Put’ more water into my mouth

4) Bite the tablet/pill into half

5) Try to swallow half of it first

6) Then swallow the other half

7) Drink more water (because the bitterness in the pill has started to spread across the mouth)

8) Repeat step 2-7 if I have more than one pill to swallow.

This is why I would rather drink syrup than swallow pill. I am scare of choking to death. =x

Typing everything in paragraphs because I’m kind of in a random mind.

To people thinking of what to buy me, you can buy me bags and clothes! I don’t mind having many many bags and many many clothes. Will think about what I want other than these. *wahahaha* Or fish and co voucher (I’m not sure if they have).

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-03-31T20:31:00.005+08:00

I feel so proud of myself now! This is because I have finally managed to change my blog skin. Still, I don’t know what the thing about photobucket is, and I still don’t know how to host my own picture. Well, what to say, I’m just not an IT-pro. I can blog now!

BUT, I should start studying. Yeah, looking forward to the month of may! I have got this wish which is going to come true, but I should keep it to myself first because it is often the case that if you were to say out your wish, it wouldn’t come true. Don't you agree with me?

the 30th. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-03-17T20:35:00.002+08:00

I really am looking for friendship.
Friends are important.
Do you know this?

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-03-15T12:39:00.004+08:00

I watched my first NC16 movie yesterday! [I know I know, you people reading this post must be thinking that you have watched your first NC16 movie years ago!] Well, I was pretty happy when the person who sold us the ticket checked our ic. We went to watch slumdog millionaire, yeah, I know, this movie has been out for sometime already. We would prefer to watch pink panther, but that was even longer ago! No more showing already. :( . And so, there goes my first NC16 movie. [okay, stop laughing at me]

Baking cake was nice, nice, very nice. :)
My first time.
I really enjoy my time with you girls! <3

I want to be a cation with infinity charges. This is so that I can bring my positive-ness to everyone around me! :)
I can only say, I’m sorry, but I know, sometimes sorry doesn’t help. We just have to keep trying, and trying, and trying, till we get the right recipe to life. Stop the nice girl syndrome. I’m trying hard already.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-03-11T22:49:00.003+08:00

Oh my, I dreamt of something bad last night. I dreamt of my friend, let’s name her A for now, lest I scare her off, being murdered or committed suicide! This should be the result of thinking negatively recently. =x . I cried quite badly because i thought she died.
It's nice to listen to songs i have, blast it in my ears, and after a while, i will feel happier. is this music-therapy?
Right now, I love this song so.
i feel happier listening to this song when i feel depressed.

开天窗

一只鲸鱼要怎么放进冰箱
打开门然后用力关冰箱
然后呢如果你还想要放一只大象
一份希望要怎么放进心脏
如果你活得有一点悲伤
答案是用力丢掉鲸鱼
用力甩悲伤

是谁说半夜不能吃便当
是谁说彩虹不能长头上
是谁说蓝色就等于忧伤
你看看天空和海洋
顺风时就张开双翅飞翔
逆风时就当成在冲浪

没有风的时候那就让我开开天窗

一句歌词怎么让你很难忘
方文山林夕和我都在想
想破头也钻不进一个紧闭的心房
一个难题要用多少的智商
多少泪还有多少的盼望
多少人变成紧闭门窗
孤独的国王

是谁说半夜不能吃便当
是谁说彩虹不能长头上
是谁说蓝色就等于忧伤
你看看天空和海洋
顺风时就张开双翅飞翔
逆风时就当成在冲浪
没有风的时候那就让我开开天窗

let's chase away whatever negative feelings you and i have got in life. let's just live. :)

excited about tmr.
we are going to meet!
baked potato, here i come!!! :)
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-03-01T01:25:00.002+08:00

Just as I was having my economics lecture, I drifted of, like I always do, and recalled how economics entered my life…
I have always loved the subject Maths, since, perhaps when I learnt to count. However, my love slowly shifted to economics because I find that maths has become more memorizing than understanding.

My economics foundation was built in srjc, where I had my two lectures and two tutorials per week. Writing up till now, I’m lazy to continue. I shall present my conclusion: I hope I will still continue to understand economics. [Because it seems to be getting more and more difficult to read and understand what is going on just by looking at the graphs!]

Three more tests to go, two that are near, one that is still some time away.

I saw how Sticky made their candy today! So cool, so colourful. I had fun today.

I don’t know why, when I listened to the chorus of this song, I feel so ‘released’ and feel that tears starts forming.
天窗 - 五月天

I hope the worst is over,
And that we can recover.
From this endless trail of path,
To a path filled with warm laugh.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-02-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

I feel disgusted.
Why am i playing hide-and-seek in life.
roar. i can only scream so softly.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-02-05T22:19:00.001+08:00

I like the lecturer today. He made a statement which made me think a lot: “Things always do not go as expected”. I so have to agree with this statement. Besides, he’s humorous (unlike the tortoise ytd =P)!

I’m feeling moody these few days because of *. I don’t know how I can improve the situation. Sometimes, I just hope that there isn’t this phrase as “你还小，不懂这些事的”. I wish I can understand, but there are just so many things that one cannot be able to understand. I term these as “the things I don’t understand”, and case closed.

I want to play more of bball! If only we can play weekly, that will be great! :D

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-01-29T22:28:00.001+08:00

I hope that this will be a good year for everyone, and that everyone stays healthy and happy.
I love my dad and mum and bro and sis.

I don’t know

I don’t know who to be close to, sometimes.
Very often, I thought we could be closer, but we actually can’t. At the same time, I take for granted the care some others shower me with.

I don’t know when is a good time to talk, sometimes.
I don’t know the right words to say, and I have even end up saying the wrong words and causing misunderstanding more than once.

I feel as if I can just vanish from this world without a trace, and I won’t change anything. And it’s indeed true, because the earth still spin with, or without me.
And then, I realize that, I should live for myself, and not for the others.
Please understand me. :)

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-01-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

I think I'm in love with the name fish. xp

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-01-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

I like the weather now! Cold, but not raining so I can get out of the house! I met up with ms after months. I didn’t realize that she actually knows me this well. Oops. We RAN to movie after dinner. We looked really bad running. Funny. :)

I’m already trying not to be so blur. xp
I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2009-01-06T01:21:00.001+08:00

I feel as if I’m still living in Dec2008! Hohoho. I went for a short shopping trip after dinner today with xn, lp, py. I have bought a pair of wedges! And I saw a bag I like, but I decided against buying it because I want it but not need it. I think I will get it if one of my bags spoils! :)

Oh, did I mention that I like food from fish and co! SEAFOOD PLATTER! I love. :)
In fact, I generally love seafood. And fish is (suppose to be) good for our brain.

We three went to school and print out our notes. Roar. This means school is starting soon. Let’s hope I understand the lectures, and can still remember some of my jc maths because I have Stats this sem! (god, I have forgotten about this)

Saw this quote which I think really makes sense,
It’s easy to fall in love but difficult to stay in it.

珍惜，而不是(I hope I got this word right,)惋惜。

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-12-26T00:45:00.001+08:00

It suddenly hit me that having Christmas means it’s the end of the year. Oh my. It’s Dec again, which means a new year is coming. I’m turning ** next year. But why is it that I still feel so young? =P . I’m forever the youngest at home. Wahahaha. I got to have new year resolutions soon! I think this should at least include:
1) Stop worrying so much
2) Stop being so gullible
Oh! AND, 3) STOP BEING SO BLUR.

Wonderful week spent, with wonderful people, namely them who stayed over after bbq, tkd people, xH yF. Victor has got even more irritating than he used to be. There are still some people who I have not met up with, hope we will be able to meet up soon. =)

That knot has finally been untied. You rubbish. I warn you now against abusing me. Actually I’m glad we talked.

And finally,
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO LOVE ME.
Special thanks to xH and yF, simply for everything,
And you, who tolerate my nonsense and sticked with me in good and bad times. Mr =P

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-12-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

-I’m just a kid.- and life is a nightmare.
Well, I know this is a song from some time ago, but I just got to hear it! I like. But can’t keep listen to it if not I’ll become x.x ; I will get affected emotionally.

“Last day of work” So glad staff N is on leave! So I did what’s needed without worrying about having her spy on me nor scream at me for mistakes that are of no fault of mine. I just… don’t like her.

Met up with yF and xH today! Started talking about those ancient times when we were in primary sch. I don’t remember myself giving water to the cactus, causing it to die. I’m sorry, dead cactus. There were those people in the school who we were not close with, but we were filled with information of them because they are so famous. And then I realized how much we changed. I’m so glad that we stick together. And, I surely didn’t regret joining choir with you two. I love you girls!

There are some people who I want to keep as friends but… I don’t think the feeling is mutual and I don’t know what to do. Slowly, as time passes by, we just go on our own path. Perhaps, one day, our path will cross and I’ll be able to see you at the t-junction in life. I’m glad that we met.

We have changed. You and me.

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-12-07T11:08:00.002+08:00

我怀念的是无话不说，
我怀念的是一起走过。
我怀念的是争吵以后，
还是想要抱你的冲动。

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-12-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

I am only going to work 2 and a half days this week! Because they have got lots of year end meetings. Crazy woman pick on us, temps and bias to ddd. Bleah. Xp

And so I asked ting n bing out! We had pasta and walk around Marina square. That catch bear-bear machine has become not so fun. :( . And we walked, and we walked, and we walked and in the end we decided that mac is still the most comfortable place to be in. Lots of crap. :)

I can't make up my mind.
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-12-02T14:57:00.001+08:00

December is here! This means Christmas is coming! I love singing Christmas songs, because they remind me of those times choir went caroling. ^^

I was packing my cupboard ytd and I found my primary photo. The photographer was evil. That person neither told me to tidy up my hair nor told me smile. So I had two ponytails, one high up and one down and had my photo taken. It was precious memory though. (I showed my dad and he told me to keep it so that when my hair turn grey and I have no more teeth left, I am still able to see that photo of mine, which money can’t buy) Then I found my journal I had written in Pri5 for my Form teacher to mark. He’s the greatest teacher I have ever known! Too bad I couldn’t locate where he is now. I also found quite some stickers collection which belongs to me. Other than these, I realized I seem to love buying fan. I have at least 4 in my cupboard and I have 3 Reversi games in the same cupboard. Oh I like that game. And I still have so much more to pack.

I bought a new cube! I don’t know if this is a right decision but I just know that I have been pondering for this cube for some time. I just admire people who can solve cube. Somehow there are more guys than girls who attempt to play cube.

I have a weak stomach and had just recovered from stomach flu (stomach ah-chew). Vomiting in the middle of the night is not a good feeling. And I slept like I never slept before. xp I must be well for the holidays! ^^

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-11-20T23:04:00.003+08:00

I feel happy today!
Because:
1) It’s gonna be Friday tmr! Of course I love Friday! Don’t you?
2) I had a nice lunch, though it’s three times of my normal meal costs.
3) Time flies today! Lots of shredding involved and packing and sneezing [because of the dust] and flipping through files involved which makes time pass real fast.
4) I like the weather tonight! I like this kind of cold weather at night.
5) I wore a new t-shirt I like today.
Conclusion: I’m happy. :)

Oh my. I dreamt that I failed my acct module but passed the others. >.<

So so so many people are playing rubic cubes! Or at least I see them having them. Haa! I am once again reminded of playing it. ^^
未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-11-10T20:00:00.002+08:00

Now i have got to plan what i want to do [applies to many aspect]
I saw this book, the nice girl syndrome. Haa! i think i'm too nice and that's why i get bullied. xp

My lalala in Pet society is so cute. :)
The choices of game in it is quite limited but i had fun arranging lalala's house! wahahaha.
Why is it so difficult to understand?
未你
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2008-10-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

-i am trying hard to study-
when i'm free i'l blog a long post. till that day comes! =)

未你
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2008-10-13T13:44:00.001+08:00

My dearest daddy has picked up his smoking habit again despite of our numerous attempts of stopping him buy and hiding his cigarettes in corners in our house to prevent him from getting it. At the same time, his blog sugars ~~shot up~~ “maintained” at that high level of 20+. Normal people have 4-6 or 4-8 of which i can't remember glucose level. At the rate he’s going, I will soon have to go to sgh everyday again, to visit him.

“Everything happens for a reason”

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-10-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

I'm sick again. =(

It’s scary to have seen a scene which I have already seen in my dreams. There was once when I dreamt of studying at sim and it really appeared in real life. And the dream happened before I took my prelims. HELP! I might not be able to differentiate between my dream and reality, one day. And I have bad short term memory, and I can’t recall memories from just moments ago. That explains why I cannot memorise well, neither could I grasp complicated concepts. Life seems sad for me? It’s still okay because of my poor memory, I often can’t remember why I quarrelled with this personA if I choose to forget it. Well, however, very often, the hurt is so deep that I can’t forget. So I say, blur is e best, ignorance is bliss, there’s that person who taught me that logic, and I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing that we are no longer in contact. Okay now, do I sound emo? =x .

How I wish I get free ice-cream every year for children’s day. =)

If only we could stop discriminating people who are horizontally-challenged. It’s not their fault if they are born this way. Well, I see myself as somewhere in between. I like sports, but I don’t do well. I like playing bball. =)

I got a new phone! And I feel cheated because I can’t find the video-call button anywhere! And I feel cheated by the sales assistant. She don’t know her job well. Anyway, I am happy with my phone. =) . And because of niu, I got so many more songs in my mp3. Haa! Thanks niu! People, blue-tooth me more songs when we meet ya. =)

I’m naturally pessimistic but hoping to become an optimist. Mm.. Is that word the correct word to describe?

未你 We are off to a new phrase in life.
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-09-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

I want to be ~~mis-understood~~ miss understood.
Perhaps I have done something bad and I didn't realise it again. =(

I need more time!

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

2008-09-15T14:19:00.001+08:00

I love candy floss! : ) 幸福的我今天有candy floss 可以吃。
I realized that I often take note of the good things in other people’s life and only remember the bad things that happen in my life. Argh. I must change!

未你
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2008-09-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

Have you got this habit of choosing the centre piece when you are given a chance to choose one out of three objects? I tend to choose the centre one [I believe that for this, most people will do likewise]. And whenever I take bus to school, I will tend to choose the left seat, facing the front, and when I am travelling home, I would prefer to choose the right-side. Strange isn’t it? Well, there are instances where I don’t do this, but they are not often. I believe this got something to do with our sub-concious.

I’m slowly getting used to Translink bus now, though I still prefer bus198. Because most of bus198 are double-decked! I can choose to sit ‘above’ and pretend that I’m at home, sleeping and hope that nobody will notice me. And I had already ‘cultivated’ the habit of sleeping on bus198 and waking up exactly the time I need to alight. It’s a longer trip but shorter waiting time. Is this call trade-off?

Sometimes, I think I can understand how you are feeling the way you do but I won’t do the things you do. Mm.. I think I’m making everything sounds confusing. I got to know a shock piece of news this week. Well, I don’t understand. Maybe I’m too serious in life. I would rather put all my feelings in a relationship. Perhaps that’s why I tend to get hurt easily.

I think I tend to be easily bullied. Raa! I know t aekwondo. xp . Ah. No la, actually I'm only a noob. =x . Maybe I should just stop trying so hard to do this 吃力不讨好的事。累了。

未你
-* HAPPY is e best *-

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2008-09-03T22:06:00.001+08:00

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